i am utterly tired now, yesterday went to red cross hq with wendy they all to but badge and take the guard belt, it had been a long time since i went there, "miss there"... haha... today is the school 21st anniversary, we have reheasal for it for so long finally the day has come, but the sky doesnt seem to be with our side, just as when the parade was abot the start, it started to rain...utterly disappointed ... train so long yet the last min rain... , but nevermind, the rain didnt chase off our enthudusiam, we started shouting the cheer, soon the rain became smaller and smaller, and we were ask to form up behind tech blk, as we were outside red cross room, we did not heard the
PA system and we were the last uniform group to reach there, so embrassed sia..., the parade go on very smoothly and fast, heard that the marching was not bad... so happy... need to thank the all the commander esp the guard of honour commander, think that he had really done a great job...
*applause* me just come backing from my dinner at
SP, eddie and weiliang had joined us too for the dinner, really laugh until roll on the floor... sengkwand eating really very funny lorhz... lolx, we sitted at the MAC for almost 2 hrs chatting, really very fun... i am really utterly tired now, but still don't feel like sleeping, tomorrow still need to meet up for the
POP thingy, really don't feel like going....
haven been blogging these few day... i somehow cant get enough sleep everyday... i feel so tired. today had a long day of school anniversary parade rehearsal. goh again being complain by other uniform grp... today is gg about our turning, but it isnt our fault, it is other uniform grp,
shant mention... but we are always the one who get the scolding... -sigh.... really very tired now... tomorrow still need to discuss abt the seniors pop thing..... -sigh, seem that i thing are always there and i cant seem to finish it.-sigh
yoz~~ actually say wanna go home early today one but saw something, which shant be mention here... i decided to stay... at least i did 2 sum of my math... haha... hmz.... heard really lot frm daph today... i really wonder wat could become if one of us take over... will we like
st they all like tt... i really hope not... is it because that we his sec 3 batch is big then
eddie den give in to us... i really dunch want to ponder about this anymore... today still got geo homework haven finish... but dun feel like doin already... -sigh... tomorrow still got red cross... i seem to spend a lot of time in red cross... think i should start to concentrate in my studies... really very tired... -sigh
i am very tired today, after a long day of study, i still need to face the cadets. their attitude, their drill... we have really try our best in teaching them the maching, i think they have improve quite a lot already, but all have to depend on wed wat the senior think, hope they will accept it, i am really very tired, i had use up too much of my time in red cross, i think is time for me to catch up with my studies now... i wonder who can help me to decide wat i shall do... can anyone tell me how....... im really tired...im utterly demoralised now ... perhaps indeed im a perfectionist, an imperfect perfectionist... i cant seem to do anything well... i just want to rest, sleep....
~quoted from Jianfu webby~it's so true, that whenever you're crumbling, the whole world just tells you to be strong. the advice just flows out so easily that sometimes i wonder if they even understand anything about what's going on. who doesn't want to be strong? who wants to get hurt all the time by the one he/she loves the most? they want you to be strong, they tell you to be strong, but it never crosses their mind that you want to be strong too. but no matter how hard you try to stand up, you can't. they don't realise that although you appear so strong all the time, you are actually so fragile. that although you always try to be tough, you do need a shoulder to cry on.i think it is excellently written in a simplified manner, indeed no one would understand the pain as much as the one thats suffering from the pain, but the simple gesture unnoticingly became a positive motivation to move on perhaps. although u might seem to be tough all the time, u might be putting up an act. u might be very sad, but no one will understand. it is even hurt more when the ones you love dont understand it too
i sometimes really wonder if our school pupils are really tt bad? today weiliang bicycle got stolen and i suspect(i already say suspect) is our own school ppl who do it (i don't think there a need to say it out). why could ppl in the world steal people thing withou having any guitly in them, i really wonder... but fortuantely, weiliang "xiang de kai" even though we try all our ways to help weiliang find his bike, even shuting they all also try their best, but still could not.haiz
A picture may be able to paint a thousand words. However, there are certainly words in our hearts we dare not paint them out. These forbidden paint stays in our heart and who knows if someday they might just overflow?Words are probably the best way to reach someone's soul, mind or heart. Written, or said, it has its unique ways of expressing ones' feelings.
