Thursday, September 30, 2004
i was having a toothache for a long time... but i dun want to go to the dentist.... omg...
after tomorrow , it will be exactly one more months to the 1st day of o level... was getting nervous now.... ahhh.... how... haha got to study more by n0w... so i think i shall not blog too often... hahaz... i look foward to everyday in sch, in class..., where 4f is... yeah... 17 days to the graduation.... haiz....
Sunday, September 26, 2004
silence is still the best....
i rather to be alone rather than to be a group of friends... at least when i am alone i could do lot more than with them... i could just sink deep into my thought without anyone disturbing...
and do you think that i am always wearing a smile mean that i am happy?
nope i haven been really hapy for a long time... very very long time...
nothing make me happy....
Saturday, September 25, 2004
庾澄慶 :
情非得已
難以忘記初次見你
一雙迷人的眼睛
在我腦海裡 你的身影 揮散不去
握你的雙手感覺你的溫柔
真的有點透不過氣
你的天真 我想珍惜
看到你受委屈 我會傷心喔
只怕我自己會愛上你
不敢讓自己靠得太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你
愛你也需要很大的勇氣
只怕我自己會愛上你
也許有天會情不自禁
想念只讓自己苦了自己
愛上你是我情非得已
什麼原因 Ya-我竟然又會遇見你
我真的真的不願意就這樣陷入愛的陷阱 Oh-
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Tata Young
Cinderella
Written by : L. Robbin and K. Savigar
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
(Chorus)
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
(Chorus)
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
(Chorus)
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
well... i shall crap something seem i have no school today... haha...( no exam today!!) lolx... had my last paper yesterday... well i could say it is easier than paper 1 but i flunk it anyway haha... yesterday went bugis with vien and tingz ... took some neoprint... hmmm i could say my skill in taking photo still haven improve yet... lolx... shall learn more from them... hahaz... 1 month more to o level le... hmm... still haven really start studying.... always hug the buddha leg de... haha...
hmmmz... haha... i am looking foward to this dec dragon boat thingy... haha although it is for the sount district( if i not wrong and i am from east district) well i still looking foward to it... never play this kind of thing before and 1 of the important thing is it is one of the manjusri red cross alumni... so looking foward... another event is the acoc... haha... finally find people accompany go le... so great... hee looking foward...
( hmmm... no other reason in it)...
all right... shall blog again later or what... hungry le... go cook maggie mee eat le.... /gonez....
Sunday, September 19, 2004
i was really a fool... to have fell for you... who i shouldnt have to... everything was a wrong from a start... from when i have first met you... is all my own wishful thinking and nothing will ever come true... ... 590 days... i shall stop this counting anymore... i shouldnt carry on anymore... i shouldnt say i hate you too... why should i, i not in the position to do so... u might already forget who i am.... i am just like a every other stranger who just past by your life once or so..., so i shouldnt.... ... i am really a fool....even a fool now to cry over such a simple issue... ...
anad by any chance you saw this... sorry for entering without permission... i didnt mean to... ... but nvm now... everything was over... explain further doesnt make any different now.
sorry
Saturday, September 18, 2004
was feeling really down just now... was very angry also... although i dunno if that mean me... i was angry though... ARGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! stupid de....u think wat ah... everyone also want to go see mehz... who want to touch your thing!!!! curse... curse all u want!!! aHHHH shoo ur head la....!!!! morning already very angry le... kanna scoldd by teacher!!!... u think wat ah... i am taking o level so wat... no ur pro wat... keep asking us speak english... i also taking my o level chinese also ok!!! jealous us can speak chinese so well u cannot ah!!!! omg~~~ then stay in school chat a bit also cannot ah... must always hide in the room study study study... i become siao is all your fault... tell us to go home... i will go home but not now... u want me go home but i dun want to go home lehZZZZZ =P... stupid ah... got this type of teacher... qi shi wo le... if u talk nicely with me i might consider to go home early... but u talk with this kind of attitude.... i sure wont go home early one wat... my parent never care so much u care so much for wat... my parents give my a bit of freedom and u gonna take it all away... it isnt fair AT ALL!!!!!....
anyway thanks
qiao zhi for cheering me up just now... really thanks a lot... feel much better now... =) sure drop u a sms if i have problem... cRyzZz....
half way throught the exam... feel that there isnt much time left... but just cant find the right feeling to start my motor working... omg... alright... i have already finsh my chinese paper, english paper, e-math paper, chemistry paper1 and 2 ,physics paper 1, goegraphy paper, social studies paper, a math paper 1, left only my a-math paper 2 and physics paper 2, -sigh-... dun really think that i have do well for it... always burn mid-night oil... how to do well... think i got to reflect on my study method... haiz... need to go down to my school again to return my red cross charity donation tickets... omg.. i haven sell all finish... =
Sunday, September 12, 2004
yesterday had a adventous day... hmm... or rather a nerve-recking day... shall not talk too much about it... today shall go to temple and pray for safety... although there ppl say there not such rules... but check it up and there is just this rumours lorhz... haiz...watever la...
btw yesterday was sept 11... hmmx... really nth to talk about... anyway
happy belated 1 day bdae....
Thursday, September 09, 2004
i have least ideas of what i am going to blog now...i am so tired now... i have been waking up everyday wanting to spend my day studying but yet always end my days with nothing done... 50 more days to o level and just a few days away from my prelim... i am still slacking as ever... have not start revising... i have done nothing yet... nothing around me catch my attention and i cant seem to find anything that catch my attention...i seem to be in no where and i cant find anything that will make me smile... nothing... i have long it long ago...though how hard i wish i can find it find... i dujn think i can....
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
-549daygone-
害怕
曲：林俊傑 詞：李瑞洵
WU WO 我突然覺得有點怕 愛跟生活的一切
你以為我知道怎麼拆開 我們的想法落差
我的愛 是說停不能停 已經弄的不能說是曾經
也可說出我是錯的 愛未曾變成真的 也沒藏到多少你需要的愛
我不再 去執拙我是誰 我是我在夜裡掉的眼淚
也可說我看不開的 為你我能做的 竟還沒讓你相信是愛情 左右你我
而哭泣都是因為愛 也逼自己不掉淚
讓往日不只是有你 這網裡我也撐著 拼了命的守著
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Monday, September 06, 2004
i simply fall in love with the night... the darkness and the silent... it is when i could fall deep into my thinking without any disturbance..... sometimes i really wonder what have i been doing all these years..... play? slack?dream unrealistic dream? i dunno.... went to bbq today... play heartattack and i lose.... i was being a question that who i like... for that moment, i was really been strucked...i really dont know...i think for a while and give three names...but think back know... actually maybe only one that had make my heart skip... another one i think he shuai , dun really feel anything when saw him and for the other one... maybe ... i also dunno... only feel that i scare to see him... ... i just dunno.... maybe all are just infatuation... maybe....
sadness has found me... i feel that i have been slacking all these while staring at the wall all the times no knowing what to do although there are pile of thing for me to finish, but i am just staring...
i know i shouldnt me saying these, but i miss him... i dun care if it is infatuation or not...i just feel like seeing him once more...... i dun care what others ppl might be thinking.... i just want to see him... although he might already forget me this person exist in this world....
i am tired....
