Monday, November 28, 2005
i dunno why....
u make me think of u always...
i tot i was still confused....
i dunno if what u say were truth....
i dunnoo.....
the feeling is growing stronger
and stronger.....
have i really fell for u?
i really dunno....
ur every single move moved me....
i cant stop thinking of u....
but why do i feel the insecurity....
why?
i really wan u....
but maybe is not time yet.....
haix.....
i dunno anymore....
sadded.....
new life beginning~~ hahas... well.... forget it.... ^^
i
am
no
sure
about
wat
i
wants
actually
grrrrr
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
meet jas on monday again.... was really really very happy to see him... same meet at shaw tower... when to lan shop to play gb... sad man.... go there no 2 com together de lo... have to sit separetly at first... but thanks goodness he came to join me soon after that smilex... but sad.... i make him damn angry... haix... i am sorry lo... didnt mean that.. i was just confuse that whether did i make the right choice to meet u... haix... did i? the "nice-ness" u treat me are like just for a short period of time lo... i am really very scared lo.... i wan to be with u.... but then it seem so farso diffcult...... wat should i really do?... can just give me an answer... dun keep giving me any hope if it not gonna work out... i dun really know whether to believe wat u say tt day... every single words... it meant a lot to me lo... haix...
k enuff le... have not been paying attention in class.... i shall forget all these.... sobzz
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Part of you wants nothing more than to keep quiet about what you're feeling, especially if it's a touchy subject. But a much more insistent part of you --the rebellious part who wants to challenge the world with the news -- that part of you just won't have it. You're currently doing internal battle. While neither side has officially won, you know who to bet on -- and it's not the side of you that wants to be nice.extracted from friendster's horoscopewell.... is quite true ehx... hahas...
hmmm shall recap on last few days.... met
jasper on sun
13/11/05 well... it has been abt 7 mths since i last saw him... wah... tt really long ehx... hahas... kinda miss him and look foward to see him... hahas.... but hor... have a bit of prob tt day la... my stupid temper lo... actually wan went off without meeting him de... i even off my phone sia... lame me lo.... luckly he rush out to find me lo... smilex... oMg~~anyway i dun meant tt de lo... haix... sadded.... but thanks goodness.... he still try to make me smilex... sweet of him la... =) really wan see him again lo.... haix... but he just like hack care hack care.... haix... he dunno how i feel lo... haix.... forget it la... depend on fate bahx.... =(
tml still got lesson and today just got another oopg de assignment...-sigh- WTH lo... java again lo.... arGGG...
going back to work during dec... to earn money lo... christmas time... sure damn busy de.... haix... jia you bahxxxxx
Sunday, November 06, 2005
夜曲詞：方文山 曲：周杰倫
一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情看孤獨的風景
失去妳 愛恨開始分明
失去妳 還有什麼事好關心
那鴿子不再象徵和平
我終於被提醒 廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻
形容被掠奪一空的愛情
啊 烏雲開始遮蔽 夜色不乾淨
公園裡 葬禮的回音 在漫天飛行
送妳的 白色玫瑰 在純黑的環境凋零
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜
靜靜聽 我黑色的大衣
想溫暖妳 日漸冰冷的回憶
走過的 走過的生命
啊 四周瀰漫霧氣
我在空曠的墓地 老去後還愛你
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音 心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕 我給的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就幽冥
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
而我為你隱姓埋名 在月光下彈琴
聽妳心跳的感應 還是如此溫熱親
近懷念你那鮮紅的唇印
那些斷翅的蜻蜓 散落在這森林
而我的眼睛 沒有絲毫同情
失去妳 淚水混濁不清
失去妳 我連笑容都有陰影
風在長滿青苔的屋頂
嘲笑我的傷心
像一口沒有水的枯井
我用淒美的字型
描繪我後悔莫及的那愛情
Friday, November 04, 2005
today my last day of work at taka le....
but going back work once i am free laa.... hahahs
monday starts school le.... sianxx
well kinda miss him.... but he ignore me suddenly.... with no reason.... -sigh-
i assume wat he say is all fake.... -sigh-
well.... moving on with my life....
not giving up eh??
tml or rather today my relative will be coming from brunei to singapore.... wha.... kinda looking foward....
been in low mood recently.... all because of him.... arggg gonna kill him!!!!
well.... forget it... -sigh-
