well.... it is now 3.57pm which show in the desktop... haha.... guess what.... i am in school.... it was damn bored lo... today had 2 hr of lesson or instead of 1 1/2 hr of lesson den have 1 1/2 hr of break... after that have 2 hr of IIOS(lab) den another 2 hr of break and now... i am waiitng for my lesson to start.... it was damn bored sia.... waiting waitin and waiting... have a great laugh at school la.. but still bored... how i wish i sould have my lesson end early... haix... a lot of thing happen recently la... i also dun wish to talk about it anymore...asi have already mention a lot in my previous post.... well what can i say ... it just my fault maybe... i am not decisive enough...duhz.... bleahxx...
well is already 4!!! and my lecturer are still not here yet... oMg~~ nvm... 2 more hr of lesson b4 i went home....lala~~ hee... k la... enough of my post... shall stop here le... hope my mood would change to better bahx... tata~
... sorry boy... i didnt really mean it... i didnt mean to break ur heart....i am really sorry....i now really dunno whether i have make the right decision or not le... no matter how much he try to tell me that once i make the decision follow it and respect it and dun regret abt it...i still cant do it... i really dunno what to do anymore...i know it is selfish of me to hope that i can be perfectly to me... but i really hope so... my heart and mind is still struggling for an answer... can anyone help me?....
thanks for calling me that night after u reach sg... thanks really... i was so surprise that you call... u ever realised tt that is the first time u ever call me... thanks... that really make my day... but i really sorry for what i sms u later that....
i dun think u ever want to talk to me le bahx... but i just wan to say sorry....i know is selfish of me to ask you for some time... so i consider for a while and decide not to ask... it would be better perhaps bahx...i have a lot to tell u, but my mind suddenly blank out... i really dunno how to say anymore... i dunno what to say anymore... hope u wont be so cold to me anymore? -sigh-
i really hope u can understandFaith Hill- There you'll beWhen I think backOn these timesAnd the dreamsWe left behindI’ll be glad 'cause I was blessed to getTo have you in my lifeWhen I look backOn these daysI’ll look and see your faceYou were right there for meIn my dreamsI’ll always see you soarAbove the skyIn my heartThere always be a placeFor you for all my lifeI’ll keep a part Of you with meAnd everywhereI am There you’ll beWell you showed meHow it feelsTo feel the skyWithin my reachAnd I alwaysWill remember all The strength you Gave to meYour love made me Make it through Oh, I owe so much to youYou were right there for meIn my dreamsI’ll always see you soarAbove the skyIn my heartThere always be a placeFor you for all my lifeI’ll keep a part Of you with meAnd everywhere I amThere you’ll be'Cause I always saw in youMy light, my strengthAnd I want to thank youNow for all the waysYou were right there for meYou were right there for meFor alwaysIn my dreamsI’ll always see you soarAbove the skyIn my heartThere always be a placeFor you for all my lifeI’ll keep a part Of you with meAnd everywhere I amThere you’ll be
thinking that running would bring close the horizion, but who will ever think that it will become the fools of the heart...
14 more days to school start.... well... how should i feel??
well got a few peeps in the same course as me... but i do feel not to be in the same class as them.... is not that they are not good or what... they r great frenz really... but i just wanna start all over again... to adapt in a total new environment... duhz... i am weird right? at least in a new class of stranger... i can concentrate more and know more friend? haha.... concentrate more i think is the most impt to me... well... i aim to go the uni ehx... but that hard la... but i will strike for it lo... =) starting of sch mean starting strolling in of homeworks... that what i hate the most... duhxxx..... still got 14 more days.... i shall enjoy it to the fullest.... by slacking at home?? lolx... no choice la... no money le.... wahhaa...
suddenly realise that i can live my life a single day without music... i wonder what will happen to me if i lose my mp3 ... lolx... lalala~~
/gonexx....
~iamjustaplainpiggylivinginmyumbrellacastle~what is happening to me... it just his one sentence of comments... that make me feel so... weird... what going on to me???~~~!!!! i dun like this feelin.... totally hate it... just feel the uneasiness .... like something stuck me suddenly...i hate it... my heart agree to it to... my heart keep making me feel uncomfortable... well wat exactly happening to me? whenever this feeling come.... i just hate it...sadness is the image that pop infornt of me.... i dun really care whoever visit my blog anyway... i just wanna say waht i feel... this is the only place i can turn to k? ya... the one and only place.... out of here... i have to act again... smilex... no one need to know wat i am suffering.... i am just a clown in front of them.... =)
When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part Of you with me
And everywhere
I am There you’ll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all The strength you Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
well... cant really find anything to blog these few day.... think have to bear with my nonsense again.... smilex....
hmmm... ytd just realise that i really cant let go anything i once hold on to... haha... i am just that stubborn perhaps.... or just be plain stupid... to hold on thing that once gone... haha... but who really cares... that my business.... smilex..
some might think that i dun really treasure what i once had before... you all might think that i was just playing or just that because i want it den i accpet it... but whoever really know the real reason... i do treasure them... as what i mention ealier... i cant let go... everything anything every single thing... sometime when thing is over.... it is over... is not that when i dun wan to turn back mean that i dun treasure anymore is just that is there a need to? what for even eveything turn back the result in the end will still be the same... i dun wish to have the same suffering twice.... haha... that what i think... but there might be exception?? haha whos know right.... me myself also not sure abt it... see who might be the first one to change my mind... smilex...
basically i really love all the memories that i once have.... haha they meant alot.... imagine someone without memories... wat a tragic it will be.... haha.... well regardless whether it is a happy or sad memory... i sill love it... after all i grow through it ehx...? well.... haha.... i am mad...
hha enuff of those thingy le la.... hmmm... sch gonna start in abt less than 1 mth time... -sigh- haha i still prefer my slacking season ehx? pass so fast ehx??... lolx... is still wan to slack~!!!
well shall blog again another time ba... if not i really dun have much thing to crap le... oh yar... been slacking so long... i am growing fat~!!! HOW~!!!!
