" A great love is when you shed tears and you still care for him, it's when he ignores you and you still long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you"
is it really that true when someone make you cry, you must still care for him, y should i be bother to care for someone who does not care for me, who always make me cry for no reason... why still long for someone when he ignores you... shall i still smile and say I'm am happy for you when he love another... shall i? it is easier to be say than to do, i still care for him, long for him, but i just cant say that i am happy when he love another... but what can i do... he met her first, like her since a long time, even now she has a boyfriend, he still wait for her, always waiting for her... giving no one a chance...suddenly i feel that there is a black hole within me. no matter how much i stuff myself with, i still feel the infinite emptiness within. my chest feels heavy and all i hear is myself breathing...
sorry to say this in this manner, but please... don't assume you all know me well. don't think that you all can ever read my mind, or tell anything from my expressions. do not tell me to do the obvious, or even sound didactic if you are not in the position. that's the way i am, im happy with that, unless you are someone special enough to me. or else dont even try to think you fully understand me...
i have learnt to move on
without the world
as i know the world will still move on
without me.
the skies do not cry for me.
it also does not stop crying,
because of me..
still, i have to move on.
without the world..
isnt it true?