another day at school... did nothing much but day dreaming today... kinda get easily tired nowadays... *yawn*... suddenly feel like having some peace myself... just myself... there somehow a lot of people around me... whenever i go, there will be people beside me... me just want to be alone for a while... or to be with someone special... but not always be with my friends..., if not i could rather be to myself... i sound like some lonesome people... but i just appreciate the serenity of the environment... i feel good to be alone... at least there no one i need to put an act in front of... i could just be myself... my very ownself... dont need to care about anything... go anywhere i want to go and stay at that place as long as i like... dont need to worry about other where they want to go or what... that why... i like to be alone... since young?... i dont know... kind of lost my sense of direction nowadays... dont since to have any aim in going anywhere... just walk without an aim... just hoping i could met that special one... even there is only 0.01 % of chance...
tomorrow still got Q(A) test... -sigh-
even there is only 0.01 % of chance that i could met him... i still dont feel like giving up.... i could try all my best just to saw him... it doesn't matter even it is just only a sec...... but it is just my dreamz... will this unreality dream ever come true...
