another day has gone.. feeling very low today..dun seem to have the strength to do anything, cant seem to do weel in anything i do... -sigh- i suddenly seem i am standing at a bus stop... i had already miss my first bus, just beacause i dont dare to go up... i am also missing my second bus for the same old reason, there one more bus left... will the result be the same as the previous 2... what shall i do?