you will always be forever in our heart... we will not forget you... no matter where you are... afterall we will meet one day... so muz wait for all of us at that far far place......
Exact these from frienster bulletin board... last word for zhiwei
Oi.. what happen to u? ming ming hao hao de. why lidat? u noe u make all of us veri sad not? especially ur lao po lorz.. hao u she de? haiz.. i noe msg u u sure won't reply de.tupid horx..
haiz.. but really got alot to say to u. haiz.. y u choose tis path? got thing can talk out de wat.. haiz... y so foolish? wat make u lidat de? u noe mei hui now veri ke lian not? den still remember after common test wan triple date de. haix.. see la.. break ur promise! haix.. erm..
anyway.. hope tat u at there happy always ok? erm.. ya.. smile often also.. eh.. also at there
dun go flirt other gals hor.. mei hui will angry de hor.. must wait for her hor... wan they we
all will join u there.. smile =p.. dun 4get us k... buaix.. take care.. u will always be
remembered by us k.. 4F'04 Exact from friendster from becca
yO.. pig prince .. u tis ben dan.. nv listen to mi.. left mi behind.. u noe how painful is it
for mi ma?.. er.. u still sae u xi wang he wo yong yuan kuai kuai le le de zai yi qi... all lies.. u promise mi not to!!! .. ye u did it.. maybe u think tat's the only resolution to your wadeva problem.. hai~.. but actualli its not.. u sae its thru all these problem tat stengthen our relationship.. yet u choose tis path.. but maybe it did strengthen our relationship.. before u told mi the decision.. u said u wanna stick wif mi forever oso.. but the decision u make will change tis.. how can u be so cruel to mi.. er.. u always liddae.. nv care bout my feelings.. do u noe tis path tat u chose had hurt so much pple? u always so stubborn.. hai~ but there's nth i can do rite.. i said i would follow u whenever u go.. but u said dun follow unless it's the right time.. er.. dun worry dear.. i wun let u wait for too long.. sure will join u soon (^.-)but i'm not so selfish.. at least muz earn lotsa of money for my parents.. den can go join u.. so wait mi k?.. u oso sae tat the
decision is not to break wif mi or push mi to other pple.. just tat it will change your dream to stick with mi.. so since u're not breakin up wif mi.. so we're still in a relationship.. you're still my bf.. n no one else gonna replace u.. fang xin (^.^) .. u ask mi find a better guy.. u har.. nv listen to ms cheong's CME lesson.. tat's no such thing as findin a better guy.. maybe yeah.. if i can find someone tat looks exactly like u, same character, nice, humorous, caring.. but not so stubborn.. hai~.. if u've listen to mi.. nth will haf happen.. actualli it is all my fault.. i din manage to persuade u.. n if mon afternoon i wasn't angry
wif u.. i din cry on tue.. den u wouldn't be sad.. den wouldn't haf tat stupid dream.. den tat irrational decision.. hai~ how can u make such a important decision juz becos of a dream.. n in one night.. u noe how much pple u disappoint? .. realli sad .. i'm realli tired le.. reassure i will nv forget u.. u're will always be the person tat occupies all space in my heart.. n nv will i forget u.. hee~.. u're a realli nice bf.. nice person.. but sometimes realli too nice.. hai.. nv will i forget the date 18/2/04 .. u break your promise ..when i join you afterlife.. sure slap u de.. u noe how painful izzit for mi.. realli sad.. everyone sad
for you.. hai.. but u've left beautiful memories for mi.. it's enuff for mi to pei mi continue tis walk in life..accept wanna write a testi for u.. but scare u cannot accept.. so i write here.. haa.. i noe u're just beside mi.. so can c wad i write for u rite.. muz wait mi wor.. think u should be happy.. u've fulfilled your
dream.. u wanna our love to be your first n last one.. realli last.. unless u find someone at tat far far place.. er.. but i still think tat u just somewhere beside mi.. dun worry.. i will defintely rmb such an important person called seah zhi wei existed in my life.. i tot we can realli go on forever n ever.. hai~ u broke my dreams.. whenever i think of you.. just feel like crying.. i noe u wouldn't wan mi to be
sad.. but if so.. y choose tis path.. i told u icant continue my life without u.. y u juz cant listen to mi.. er.. since u nv listen to mi.. i oso wun listen to u.. will wait till the day u wake up from tat long long slp.. but u're just in my heart.. you took my heart away when u
left.. hai~ .. kk.. it's my fault tat u haf tis decision.. sorry.. realli sorry.. my bad-tempered.. but u oso beri bad.. u sid tat u will gif mi pink flower next valentine.. where is it???!! u say la.. dot.. u're always lyin to
mi.. u break your promise.. but i wun forget de.. kk.. i will continue next time.. hope tis path u choose u will oso lead a happy life.. may u be happy always.. to my pig prince.. *hugs* lotsa kisses from me to you.. (^.-) Exact from friendster from meihui
Zhi wei.. it’s the second day.. I’m still crying… in school have to act normal.. but
still..cant believe u just leave us liddat..gone… like disappear into thin air liddat…so distraughted now…sad is understatement…. I just said goodbye to you on Tuesday.. u seem cheerful.. in fact.. everything u do is so cheerful.. so optimistic.. so positive.. never thought u’ll have suicidal thoughts.. even though I fren with u one year plus only.. u’re really a very dear fren to me.. and the greatest monitor I can ever have.. so many of us wanna ask you why.. you just leave without an explanation.. I thought this kinda thing only happen in tv.. never thought it will happen to us so suddenly… no letter for us.. does it ever occur to you how 4f will cry for u.. how 4f will miss you.. how big a loss it is to our class?? Cant your problems be sorted out?? Worst is mei hui.. so many of us.. wanna help her… wanna comfort her.. but who can understand the pain and the trauma she’s going thru?? U any idea how helpless she’s feeling right now… having the empty seat beside her..even teachers.. some who never teach u before.. also cry for you.. don’t u realize the importance u mean to all of us.. why u yi shi xiang bu tong?? There’s still so much that we need you around…bloody hell.. u are such a great hider… something wrong with u we all dunno… and
to think u have the heart to keep from mei hui ivan and Raymond… wat are ur close friends for man… And wat’s so impactful about the dream… that can make u come up with such a decision… u’re not living the world alone leh.. so many of your frens.. so many ppl who care for you… everyone’s in such a grieving state.. some dun even know how to continue living without you…. This is really pain lor… wat will lessons be like without ur jokes.. it’s bloody hell incomparable to failing a maths lor… why u think of death so lightly… why u think that your life is just a big joke???All that’s left are just memories.. and flashbacks.. have to talk about u in past tense.. that realy hurts a big deal.. and your parents.. gawd I just pray they find some strength to move on… somehow.. I know we’ll stop grieving you.. but the memories will linger..somewhere out there.. u’ll see 4f work together as a class.. to overcome o levels
together.. not to forget.. on feb 18 2004… a very nice and caring boy depart from this earth… leaving behind loved ones… forever living in our hearts.. fondly remembered in our mind..cant believe u can be so cruel.. it was really like mayday for us.. even the guys cried for u… why u think u not important to us ner?? Wat u think is lacking in your life ner??? Everyone is so helpless… cant blame anyone.. but cant get an explanation too… we’ll never know why… Life’s so precious.. u’re only 15.. has aspiring future..
dun u wanna see u and mei hui happily ever after.. how can u just desert wat the future holds for u….how can u just desert us liddat.. how can?? I stil have so much to talk to you.. so much to say how u mean to us…so much to thank you.. all the jokes.. all the concern u’ve showered for 4f.. we haven take graduating
photo.. then u leave us… u still haven got to wear our class t shirt.. then u gone.. u just step out of our lives liddat…I see the empty seat… I wanna believe u’re on a long MC… u’ll return someday… but u wont return…I dun wanna believe u’re gone… yrs later u want us pei you to the nice nice place where u are now… the time will come where 4f will be together again… I promise… it’s so hard to say goodbye… if only u could see the tears we shed for you… it’s so hard to pick up our lives.. all the suffering we’re going thru…why u wanna see us liddat… everyone behaving like zombies…tell me.. how to be strong again when our pillar of strength is gone… how some of us wanna smile just to mask our sorrow.. how some of us just let the tears flow… your demise transformed all of us…we’ll never be the same again… and wherever u are..
just know that…mei hui’s heart is really excruciatingly painful…we are equally heartbroken… and may you be happy… in this path that you’ve chosed… may u be freed from all these troubles pain problems stress that u had… the moment u left us.. is the moment when the
sun stops shining for 4f… Exact from friendster from koon
really very sad... really didnt expect he suddenly like that left us, he really change all of us... nothing can ever be the same before... i no longer able to see him waiting for bus at the bus stop in the morning and board the same bus... in the same class having lesson, the the joke he always make... no longer will it ever happen... tears start to low down our eyes again this morning when mr gui talk to us... we are really very sad... why did he like that left us...so irresponsible right... want so many people to cry for you... sad for you.. no longer be able to see you whenever i turn my head... hai~ after reading those msg from becca koon and meihui... almost cry out... really dunch wish that to happen... but nothing gonna change after what i say right... mr gui is right... we have to be strong... after this thing... we will be stronger.... today a lot of people cam to our class after school to help in folding crane and other thing for zhiwei... manage to fold 1000 crane and dunno how many heart and flower for him... hope his parent will allow us to go for his .... tomorrow... we really hope to see him for the last time... we have to still carry on with our life.. though we still dunno why he make such decision... because of that dream... no one know... but he will always be fondly remembered by us in our heart forever... our kind, caring good... and many many good point guy forever... as what others had mention... we will soon one day meet each other again at that far far place... so must wait k... then we 4f '04 can be together again... (",)
