had a tiring day at sch... kept falling asleep during lesson... nut at least i try to keep myself throughout the whole school day except during chinese period... i gave up the time on studying for my chinese test later on...instead i lie flat on the table... definetly i did have some question dun know how to do... tml will be my e-math class test... haven touch a single topic on it yet... got to mug after i have my dinner, but sure fell asleep half way through... shld have my coffee to accompany throughout the night....

i sometimes wonder what faith is.. is it really that important?... often hear people say that there must be faith between husband and wife, between couples, family, friends and of course yourself... but how many people are there who really know what faith is... i personally dun really understand what it is... is there really people we can trust for... you can say that you trust that person as he/she is your best friend... but can you really sure that he/she will not betray you... not to mention friends...it might be also the case that your family members betray you too...or even yourself betray yourself for some reasons... who knows? i not telling the whole world that there is no one in the world we can trust for... i believe there is... just that some we have not discovered yet... i do trust my family...i dun regret trusting them even something bad really happen(which i dun think will), i wont regret... but now... i am still searching for someone else who i can trust for... i am still searching... i saw a blur figured at a far away land... i try to reach for it, but i cant... dun try asking me who is that... i really have no idea who is that figure and is it the ones that i am searching for... i will just take my take my time to search for...i am not in a rush but i do dun want to waste too much of my time... you can say that i am rather fussy... but that me... ...


Quoted~
for a dream to actually happen
we need to have faith and believe that it will.
even though most of our hearts were broken
in the midst of the journey
even though our hopes were often shattered
by the failures that we experience along the way
even though we were faced with obstacles
and opposition from people who were unhappy
with the way we handled things because
they didnt understand our reason behind it
they doubt our capabilities
or they simply didnt like us.

but still

because many of us are trying our best
and will continue to try our best
this dream will not be destroyed by anyone
who wishes to push us down delibrately
but it will persist on and will eventually