spend quite lot of money yesterday... but not only my stuff... but manage to get peoples to share... so after all still quite reasonable la... bought a pure milk shirt and a vest for kb birthday present...spend the whole day at bugis yesterday... actually looking for his present... but end up taking photo.... opps... shh... hahaz... ok la... afterall we manage to get him the present right... then wanna give him today after school one... heard from others ( cause i have extra lesson) that he left liaoz... so bad right... dun buy for him next time liaoz... gu fu wo men de xin yi.... so more so ex... hahaz... me kind of fussy over money issues nowaday... no choice... april so many ppl bdae... that why... i like april i also hate april hahaz...

not really feeling well today... have a slight headache... slept throughout the 6 out of 9 periods in school... ... only awake when i came to math periods... math is indeed interesting... but just some i cant understand... lolx... still have headache now... feel like sleeping... feel likr hugging my pillow now and snoring till tml morning... but i cant.... ...

spend the full 2 periods of PE looking at the clouds while others doing their fitness test... it is the first time i realise clouds are so beautiful.... for that moment... it is like it is the most beautiful thing that exist... with you imagination... clouds can formed into lot of different thing you want... ... cat chasing dog... and other more more things... it is some form of relaxation... the feeling is nice and i fell asleep... ... i dreamt of me flying up to the sky touching the pure white clouds... is so soft so comfortable... but nothing is everlasting... the beautiful pure white sky will eventually turned dark, and its pure white beauty will disappered... infront of you will be the dark clouds, that forever seem so mystery to me... it might start raining or it might not... no ones know... there might be only the lightning and thunder that i always fear of... or the dark clouds just fade of without anything happen...... it is the same as human relationship, no relationship is everlasting, that might be some case... i dont know... ... thinking back... are you still keeping in contact with ALL your primary school friends... you might be keeping in touch with some... but definelty not all...... for me... my best friends in primary... noteven one i am keeping in touch with... reason might be we are of different schools... or some others reason... the most we saw each other, we will just say hi and walked away... worst still just walked pass each other... ... to maintain a good relationship with others isnt easily... it doesnt mean that you might with that person everyday, the relationship will be good... sometimes distant might be a better choice... looking at the same people everyday... soon, one will get tired of each other.... have a distance... relationship might be longer as there are still things that you can find out from each others... at least there is still some interest in that person that you can find out.... that why i always say... bestfriend are always bestfriend... and it will remain forever and there wont be another improvement in the relationship cause you know that person too well... all his/her fault there nothing much in that person that interest you... therefore relationship will not last...

sometimes i just think that maybe single is a better choice... but can i fly up high without you in my mind...? you might not know my feeling... but i will just kept it as a secret... a secret of mine...