Sunday, May 30, 2004
Right Here Waiting- Richard Marx
tomorrow chinese o level paper already... just finish sec 1 and half of sec 3 books... can anyone spare me some of their times?? 24 hrs a day is definetly not enough for me, 48 hrs perhaps is also no enough... i need more time... i wonder who create the 24 hrs a day... he/she should create more isnt it?... -sigh- i shall blog next time... just back from my tution, got myself whole drenched.... stupid rain... =
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Take me to your heart- Micheal learns to rock
Heart of Glass
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla
i am falling in love with him... or perhaps i already had...
he is ever so cute so cool... perhaps....
alright i have lost count now how long had i first saw him... hahaz... but one thing i know... i will have to depnd on my fate to see him again....
lalalax.... lalax... miss him... fat hope laz... i miss myself more... hahaz... =P
alrught tml got first aid duty for my school sport day at bedok stadium... tired la... until 5 smth den end... nvm later wanna go watch movies... heez... miss me,myself,and u... hahaz
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Love Me- Collin Raye
juat been back from mt tuition... alright... lets talk about yeasterday cause today nothing much to say... yesterday mahz... our new VI huda mdm came to our school... haha... her first visit, den doreen mdm also follow her come... scare me siaz... doreen mdm suddenly come... hahaz... but whatever la... yesterday training was quite relaxing... the sec 1 and 2 having lecture while the sec 3 plan for the last day of the camp... oh ya... the camp date was set... hmz... from 15-17 june... excited yeah... but hor... the proposal was not out yet la... heex... then after the whole thing we have our games... nice nice siaz... lolx... after the training i went down with the sec 1s and
shuting and
daphne and
kengboon to booked their
shoes quite a quick one... heex... den after that the four of us when to kallang mac to eat... saw our junior their... had quite some fun fighting using eyes... hahaz... ok la... then me and shuting sit in the mrt from kallang to jurong, then from jurong change train to go to yew tew that side the train to go to douby daught then change nort east line to go to punggol... hahaz... sit more than 30 stops... in the end, exceed the time... hahaz... first time know got this thing one... then got to pay $2... suey... heex... actually want to go to places that last time world war 2 got alot of ppl get kill one... but dunno how to go.. hahaz... in the end when home... really a crazy day yesterday... hahaz... o level chinese coming soon le... at the end of this month... haiz... wont have much time to go out and come online liaoz... =\... anyway i wanna see troy!!! hahaz... ok la... enough of my crapping... off to bath... *vanish*~
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Immortal- Evanscence
one day gone again... got back my chinese, eng,combined humanities, a-math and e-math paper failed 3 of them... haiz... 2 paper is just failed by 1 marks... so sad... must work harder liao... sobx sobx... anyway the june camp still not comfirm yet.... hope got lorhz... cause is the last year liaoz mahz... ok la... dun write so much liaoz... so tired today... zzZZZ
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Lin Jun Jie- Hui You Na Me Ni Tian
wed again... tml will be back to school to studay.. already slack for 2 days haha... gonna study liaoz.... alright... today my cousin left and went to thailand... so sad... onli stay here for 2 nights only... hahaz... but nvm... after my o level, i definely want to go to brunei... i just loves there.. the people there are... hmz.. how to say... much well to communicate with la... although seldom saw them... they still treat us good good one... all my cousin there also very good... hahaz... looking forward to going to brunei yeahz... haha... just now my cousin take out all him treasre... all his camera, digital camera, camera stand.... heard that he bring 1 digital camera, 1 video camera, 1 normal camera here... hahaz... superb right... he yesterday still went to holland village to take pic... lolx... hmz... now mahz... ( look at the clock) my cousin and sis should reached thailand by now mahz... hahaz... waiting for their photo back... hee... ok la... must get back to my study liaoz... or else tomorrow "bu xi guan"
anyway
van helsing is a nice show indeed , the Richard Roxburgh(Count Dracula) real cool yeahz... , but i wanna watch
the day after tomorrow
Monday, May 17, 2004
mid-year exam finally end off today with my last paper .. listening comprehension.... hahaz...feel kind of relief now... sleep from 12 noon till now... haha... about 5? alright... today one of my cousin come from brunei to singapore... never get to see him la... cause i am sleeping just now mahz... got to wait for him to come back lorhz... anyway he will be staying at our house till 19...not a long period yeah? but after that he will set off to taiwan.... so good right... hahaz...
alright... today have my last paper... so tml wont be having any paper... will have tml and the next day free... hahaz... what shall i spend my time nehz... shall meet up with my friends these days... for a movie maybe...? or bowling?? i just wanna play... hahaz...
MAY is may and i realise that my o level chinese is in may... hahaz... haven yet start preapring for it.. think i will just have to when the time come hug the budhha leg liaoz... heez... but... ayai... like what
mr gui say mahz... work hard but also play hard... but cannot play too much le...
like to thanks
mr gui also... for being so caring to us... he even sms us
(4E & F) before exam and after exam... even though these 2 years we always make him angry and cause a lot of troubles for him... he still put on his smile to face us... he never ever blame us for it... even his boss "scolded" him... a really really very nice teacher and form teacher for me... in fact all our teacher care for us a lot... thus i shall not disappoint them right... i shall promise that i will work hard... but what my result will be i would not know... but i promise i will do my very best lorhz.., cause i cant bear to disappoint my parent and the teachers who care so much for us... ")
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Clay Aiken- Invisible
Why she's doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus ]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus ]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[ Repeat Chorus ]
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
well... have my fifth paper today...can rather say it is easier than those i had taken in the past... tml gonna have my geo and a-math paper haven start preparing yet... hahaz.. tired la... haven been sleeping enough these few days... only abt 1 1/2 hr per day... hahaz... yawN~ still got six more papers to go~ =\ well... felt that my sore throat is becoming worse and my nose is almost dropping off.... hahaz.... ok larhz.. got to go bacck mugging again... or else not enough time to finish...
EAT + STUDY = MY LIFE~
Friday, May 07, 2004
haha... today my house so crowded... heex... should be now... lolx... me my mummy daddy brother at home den still got my ah gong and ah hm( my big aunt) , they come here frim their house then still got my cousin and her daddy and mummy... haha... altogether 9 ppl here... haha... so good.... hehe ... too bad my sis not in... if not 10 ppl at home liaoz... hahaz... but hor... sunday my cousin and her parent will go back to brunei liaoz... then it will be back to quiet quiet again... sob sob... ...
alright today late for school just for less than 5 sec only~~ but hor still got LRC... 2hr lehz... but less than 2 hr the teacher release liaoz... hahaz... good hor... den went for red cross.... after that den went home lo.... nth much actually happen la... haiz... monday start mid year exam liaoz... still haven study a bit... canyone got anyway to let me concentrate?? lolx... felt sleeply once i face books... haiz... lolx... shall stop here la.... want to watch tv liaoz... buaizzz~~
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
it has been the 423 days since i first saw you....
and its exactly 18 days since i last see you...
could you look me in the eye and tell me that youre happy now.
cos i simply cant
it took me ten agonising days
one hundred twenty two cuts
and one painful decision
to get to where i am now.
dont expect me to turn back.
i swear i dont ever want to walk this same route
ever again.
anyway find my wallet back already... misplace it
somewhere....
took quite a long time to figure out i am so dead... tomorrow chinese test still here blogging... indeed i am taking a risk... still haven take my dinner yet... still waiting for my parents to be back home... but there are nowhere to be seen.... will just have to wait...
the serenity of twilight and dawns are mere transitions made beautiful beneath mirages of elusive clouds. but, no matter what, it is the moon that reminds me that we are closer than reality fools us to be. i'll be watching the moon, but i will be seeing you. your refined demeanour imprinted in darkness, slowly fading away.
Quoted
very nice written yeah?
Monday, May 03, 2004
lala... today so good... got 3 free periods as ms cheong never come... haha... once in a blue moon sia... haha.... did nth much today... also did math and chemistry worksheet... tml got ch exam den wed got a math and chemistry class test... haiz... hope exam faster faster over.... den at least can relax abit la... hahaz.. den can go bugis continue "investigate" on that mac that guy what his name is... hahaz... me hopeless liao lahz... hahaz... lolx..
my mind is in a whirl now... dun really know what i want and what i dun want... can anyone tell me wat to do... not really in mood to study... but still have to right...maybe i will just have to decide to forget him... it might be a better choice? is it? at least i could concentrate more on my study... yeah?
so what my decision? can you at least hint to me what i should do... or perhaps u cant as u dunno how i feel....Sunday, May 02, 2004
stupid la... i lost my wallet... sob sob... fri lost now den realise... me really stupid lahz... got lotof thing inside lehz... fot my cash card... libaray card... a lot of photo!!!!! some of those phot cant take anymore again....!!! sob sob... how.... i want my wallet?? did i lost it or wat... i cant rememebr... did i bring to scvhool on fri.. i think,.... but true is i lost it... .... how.... ... how... i want my wallet......
lolx... me now should be mugging yet i came online and play
crimson room stupid la... can open the lid... haiz... anyone play before can help me...?? nice game anyway...
Saturday, May 01, 2004
today went out with daph boon and jp to see dawn of the death... quite a nice show... abit gross with all those blood... hahaz.. then after that they 2 guy went home left me and... we went to bugis and stay there walk walk talk talk... talk abt red cross thingy... but then i wasnt fully concentrating on the talking... keep sawing couple walk here walk there... kind of jealous of them... thinking back why in the past i rejected him... if not i might be with him? haha... but that a long time thingy... afterall... there isnt a spark between us.... but... hahaz... sound like i desperate like that... went the bugis mac...saw that guy whos work there again... try to look at his name... but hor only saw 1 jun... den dunno wat... shld try harder next time yeah? haha... den saw 1 shuai ge in pink... really very shuai sia.. hahaz... but too bad lah... lolx... me hopless liao la... like daph always say me.. keep looking at shuai ge only... but is i got influence one hor... hahaz... watever...
i has been talking to myself all this while...the distance seem further and further... i last saw him is wrcd... i am soon getting tired... i has been holding on to this rope without him knowing.. or perhaps he already forget the person holding into the rope is..... i am tired now... but i still holding in to it...maybe one day i will just let it go.... ... ... ... but can i? i must learn to let go....
