today went out with daph boon and jp to see dawn of the death... quite a nice show... abit gross with all those blood... hahaz.. then after that they 2 guy went home left me and... we went to bugis and stay there walk walk talk talk... talk abt red cross thingy... but then i wasnt fully concentrating on the talking... keep sawing couple walk here walk there... kind of jealous of them... thinking back why in the past i rejected him... if not i might be with him? haha... but that a long time thingy... afterall... there isnt a spark between us.... but... hahaz... sound like i desperate like that... went the bugis mac...saw that guy whos work there again... try to look at his name... but hor only saw 1 jun... den dunno wat... shld try harder next time yeah? haha... den saw 1 shuai ge in pink... really very shuai sia.. hahaz... but too bad lah... lolx... me hopless liao la... like daph always say me.. keep looking at shuai ge only... but is i got influence one hor... hahaz... watever...
i has been talking to myself all this while...the distance seem further and further... i last saw him is wrcd... i am soon getting tired... i has been holding on to this rope without him knowing.. or perhaps he already forget the person holding into the rope is..... i am tired now... but i still holding in to it...maybe one day i will just let it go.... ... ... ... but can i? i must learn to let go....
