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aLL of Us At Mr gUi HouSe DuRing ChiNese New Year 2004

Jying

first day of school... hahaz... i seem to be in the monday blue... cant seem to concentrate well... haha... timetable change today... no more CME lesson le... but suddenly pop out more science and math lesson... lolx... haha... i was speechless... then the math there was the bending class... haha... i sure got mrs teo the class ... hahaz... who ask me math so pathetic larhz... hahaz... so fast tml tuesday le... tml is photo taking taking... there is no announcement about it... but thanks goodness our teacher got inform us... haha... if not all blur blur de... lolx...but the photo will be very different... but nevermind... 4f rawkx ~ hahaz... my rgs physics paper only completed half-way... the rest dunno how to do le... haiz... die le larhz... now still dunno how to do... how to prepare for my doom day... *sob sob* tomorrow lesson kind ig boring.... first period geo follow by 2 periods of a-math then 1 period physics then recess then is 2 periods chemistry then 1 period english then again 1 period a-math... haiz... after that dunno still got wat remedial or make up lesson.... haiz... but also not bad la... go school at least i wont waste my time sleeping till noon... lolx... at least got do something in school... hahaz... my holidays homework still all not done yet... all those never do , i dunno how to do... haiz... a lot of quesion dunno how to do!!... how... really have to do some serious thinking... and i shall start my revision now... but not in the mood to... but have too... haiz... i want to get into the course i want in poly... i do not want to regret only after i have my o level and stand there crying which make no difference to my result slip... crying make no difference... so i will have to work hard now... as what my mum say... work hard for this few months and do well and u will have a great holidays after than not doing well and worrying throughout the holiday... so must add more oil to myslef!! yeah~ Yawn... sleepy liaoz... must go sleep if not tomorrow cannot wake up den die le... hee~

finally is the end of my june holiday... tomorrow going abck to school again... to see those familar faces once again... i can agree that i am on a hiatus , i am pretty disappointed sometime on how ineffective i am in my schoolwork... one months has gone and i did nothing much.... even my school homework i still have not finish.... the days of doom are nearer and nearer and i am not prepare for it... think i shall do some deep thinking in one of the days...

i dun want to live in the cold nor do i want to spend the night when it is raining snowflakes accompanied by artic-like winds....i do wish to sit by a fire and spend the happy hours with my family and friend... i do not wish to be the one who stand in the freezing cold street looking into the window while watching enviously as happy families crowd around the fireplace and rejoice about the Christmas season... i wish to be a part of them too... but i dun want to be in a shelter too....they talk they laugh and sit by the fireplace with a mug of coffee steaming hot and this is the time i feel lonely within the crowd...very strangely, the cold flames seemed to devour the soul leaving nothing but a frozen carcass. suddenly i felt that i belong to none... perhaps i am just being too choosy somethimes... isnt it?

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Back From Camp

back from camp already the 2nd day le... haha... too tired to blog... so shall summarize now... those who are already bored... i warn u dun read or else u will be more bored... hahax

~1st day~
first day is the day ncos went to camp to prepare.... hmz... didnt prepare anything much la... we meet in school at 1230 then went to npcc room to borrow safari bed and bbq thingy... after that we seperate into different group to go buy thing... in the end, kb,rj,nelson,wengfoo they all end up buying bucket then wendy,ssk,daph,hm went buy the food and me st,hr and eileen end up go eat... lolx... after the whole thing we went back to sch... then me and st set up the safari bed... after setting up 2 will finaaly realised why the npcc need to take so long to set up theri bed... lolx...at night... the others go bath then end up me ,st and ssk play uno... haha,... after all have finish their bathing we play poker... we start with black jack then change to heart attack... very fun... haha... we make so much noise that even the resident there also "batahan"... after few round , we and st went to baht la... haha... we were the last 2 who went to bath... during the bathing we keep guessing who voice was that as they make a lot of noise when playing heart attack ... hahaz... after our bath... i only saw daph and jt they all play daidee other all go into red cross room to pack thing... me and st then take out our bed and sleep, but hor sleep there for almost 2 hrs still haven sleep, because rj and jt keep disturbing la... then nd up we there gossiping... lolx... then about 2am like that... most of tthe ppl come out to sleep le... but still cant sleep lorhz... too many mosquito le... stupid de... then me, ssk, st, nelson, wengfoo end up sitting at the staircase the corridoor there la looking... haha... we saw one uncle smoking and looking at us... haha... he sure scare out of his life la... so early still got ppl sit there... lolx... then st keep disturbing the passerby at the void deck... fun sia... after that we went to sleep le... didnt actually sleep.... just lie there lorhz... cause heard a lot of voice la.... then time pass very fast... morning le... we wake up then move our barang barang to the new block that time the junior already reach le...

~2nd day morning of the camp~
the junior came already... me rj and st brief them about the camp and by then we still haven have our breakast... so good of weng foo and nelson went out to buy breakfast for us... then after that i think is the bunk inspection... hehe we steal their flag and lot of funny thing happen lorhz... that day we have footdrill then i was like running here and there to different group lolx... than after that is outdoor cooking... lolx... set up fire set up for a long time still haven got lorhz... in the end end up delay for a long time... after that i dun really rem what happened la... too much thing le... ah... got one game is the treasure hunt for food de... i was the mentor of one groups la.... my groups was not bad... guess correctly very fast , but in the end their spirit was gone lorhz... haiz.. but in the end they also get to eat la.. the f&b de ppl cook rice and they had to heat up the food only... goood right... after that i dun rem what liaoz...

3rd day morning 0000am
i was the camp I/C of that day... haha... the most intersting part of the day start here... at about 0330am we have our fire drill... we steal away their slipper and when they fall in , i was like finding fault to scold them... and if u look at the day i/c ... she was like so blur.... lolx... speechless.. after that we have our breakfast den me st nelson and wengfoo set off to pulua ubin first... den we 4 sleep at the bus... wah...the air-con was cool sia... hahaz... then after not long the other also reach le... haha... me cycle around the route for about 5 rounds... lolx... broke my record sia... then on the way back... mr gui was very nice... wake all of us up when it was about to reach the school... so nice of him.... heex.... then we when back to sch to have our bbq... only 4 ex- seniors were back... haha... but it was so nice of them to spend their time to come back... then there were other people who came back... not to mention who were they...actually at first... dun really like them to come back ... but after i know the reason... haha... i dun mind... welcome them do if they want... after that we have courage walk.... but dunno who give the junior SO MANY HOTGODS TO EAT THEN STILL WANT TO BLAME US!!! stupid de then still hide the f&N room key... want us to search up and down search the dustbin and she there shaking her leg... but it was very fun... we use the walkie talkie and use teddy bear= ong , toilet paper = F&N room key, toilet = F&N Room... lolx... haha... den after that we have our courage walk nothing much happen... then went to sleep le...

4th day morning
again another firedrill... a lot of people not feeling well... then the ic was again so blur... lolx... did nothing much , only put flour on their face but they didnt relaise it... funny sia... haha den after that all went to sleep... the last day was very slack... and i dun feel like doing the scolding so in the end... it was a slack day... ahha... had our water games... so fun.... after the whole thing the junior went back home.... left only the seniors to bbq the left over food and pack the thing back to red cross room... haha... after all have a nice and great camp... but tired~~

xiu xiu xiu- ocean ou de yang

decide to blog for the last time beofre i go for my red cross camp... haha so exicited, first year i change from trainee to a trainer... i am looking foward to it... hahaz.... lolx... wonder how will the camp goes?... tml the cadet will check in to the camp... and they will be train... hope they will learn from the camp and be more displine... for the hike mahz... hope will be successul lorhz... spend quite a lot of time and money on it... sure will be successful de... opps... i better make it short and sweet or else i will get kill by the ncos... hahaz... hmz... will miss my home... away for 4 days lehz... so sad... hahax... ok larhz... i am still unexperience so hope i can learn through this camp and hopefully learn something from my fellow ncos teacher and even cadets... haha... after all i am still a trainee also... there a lot of thing for me to learn yeah... haha... shouldnt say much more le... good luck to everyone and of course me... byezz~..... miss ya all~

Xin Fu Che Zan- Ocean Ou De Yang

early in the morning wake up le... actually also not early... wait up at 10 just right to see "lao fu zhi" haha... after that meet vienx and tingx to got to kang hong house... really a lot of people there but only got vienx, tingx, mei hui, hui min, imelda and me 6 girls only... pathetic right... then other are guys... alot are form my class and 4e and 4g lorhz... hahaz... have a great time there la... keep laughing and laughing, there my class the boys alwasy there play card... lolx... then me tingx, vienx, imelda, kian siong and mao mao stay in the room play... lolx... really very funny lorhx dunno how to describe tingx do lot of funny thing... really laugh until roll down the bed lorhz... hahaz...realli very happy today lorhz... maybe is saw someone... but maybe is other reason la... hahaz... lolx... then after that me ,tingx,vienx,imelda and mao mao went tamp mall eat eat, then go home le... on the way home kept hearing the "bai liu li bia, hui bu hui kai" in mrt station... really cant stand it... it some sort of very irrating lorhz... keept repeating... want to advertise local movie also dun need like that lorhz... haiz... tml going camp le.. or rather 12 more hrs i am going to camp le... wonder what will i become when i back from camp... lolx.. hope the camp goes smoothly lorhz... first time and last time liaoz mahz... hahaz... must go pray pray to buddha before going to the camp... lolx.... really excited sia... hahaz...

miss ya lotx...?? who?? hahax??

alright... have been a few day never blog already... nothing much actually... my life is study + sleep + eat + go toilet .... haiz... that my life lorhz... boring right... went to school for redcross today.... as usual... how should i put it... nevermind.... when to beach road to buy whistle all these thing then went to singapore post.... go there eat long john.... one worker there damn funny sia... kept clearing up the thing... funniest is when she want to clear ssk drink... ssk suddenly take it up dun let her take... lolx... funny sia... hahaz... then after that go ntuc popular there buy thing then when home le lorhz.... a boring day... haiz... was busy contacting ex senior to the bbq... but only one pathetic soul reply me... haiz... but still need to comfirm... stupid la...... ... ... dun care liaoz... hee... later only 2 ppl come den 2 ppl come lorhz... haiz...

tml kanghong bday party... going there to have fun... lolx... miss my classmates yeah, miss my pillow, miss my tigger, miss my that monkey face toy miss lot of thing... and of course.... i miss myself...lolx.... shall blog again tml yeah... =P

today nothing happen much... just stay at home the whole day... should blog about yesterday... early in the morning i went to the engish 'O' level seminar... haha... sit there for 3 hours listen to the presenter talking... ok larhz... the talking did help a bit larhz i could say... but i spend 1/2 of my time looking around, thinking of food and fooling around lolx... waste my time right... then should be listening right... but dunno why cant fully concentrate larhz... then after that went to bugis with chang fang and sharon to eat my lunch... hmz... sharon bluff me that the cook will do dancing... lolx... haha... anyway have a great lunch there... the food hot enough right... thanks to me yeahz...* haha next time i wont anyhow nod my head le*... hmz... after that went home then prepare to go out to my school concert montage le... actually meeting vien de... but in the end she dunno where she throw her ticket then i end up meeting mingx and ssk... haha... walk here walk there then reach victoria concert hall....... met wan cheng and my "jie" christina there... haha... first part of the concert was sitting with the group of ex choir ppl, second half i went to find mingx and ssk they all le... whAt to say about the concert lehz... it was great... never know my school culture groups have improve so much... well done... haha... yeah esp the choir... they rox... ( cause i say so la... i ex -mjr choir memeber lehz... muz support them)but then the mjr concert bad also rox laz.... hahaz... after the concert... haha... then ssk and mingx they wanna go eat at "lao ba sa"... then i follow them, at first he was still behind de la... but dunno when dunno go where already... hahaz... after eating... me mingx and ssk walk to the espande there.... the scencery there was NICE... same as last time i with the bunch of choir friend went to espande at 3am... whoa... it was nice ... i love it... i shall mark it as one of my favorite place... haha... when we went there it was already 12:15am like that le... didnt take any photo cause ssk say too dark le... then the camera he bring not really that good... so sad arhz... actually we 3 want to take de... haha... then after that went to the espande there de bus stop to wait for my sis and her boyfriend to pick us up( cause the last bus already gone already if i not wrong) haha then went home lorhz... reach home already 12 smthing le... so tired... then online for a while den "batahan" liaoz went to sleep... a nice day indeed... i will rememeber this day... =)


My Montage tiCkEt<<<<< click here<<<<<


~!MOntage~! a concert bang and choir production<<<<< click here<<<<<


oh... think that i miss the chance of catching up with my batch of ulc03 coursemates... shouldnt have brought the concert ticket... or else i might be able to go... but whatever, it is already over... miss the chance seeing someone too...

ps: i had edited my posts, think that something shouldnt be post up... =) and i think i will not stop counting the days... =)

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i should update tomorrow ... i am damn tired after my school concert montage... will update abt it tomorrow...

black eyes pea- shut up

GeTtIng OvEr SoMeTiMeS aRe CloSe tO imPoSsiBlE, tHe ñeXt bEsT aLteRñaTivE WoUld Be liViNg wIth iT :::455 days:::

STUPID LA.... I WANT CAMP AT CAMPSITE I DUN WANT AT SCHOOL.... I WANT CAMPSITE!!!!
always like tt one the proposal do until crazy liaoz... now then say cannot at campsite... i dun care.... always like that... everything never tell us... then act as if she is an angel infront of us... the actually talk bad thing abt us... stupid la...
*sniff*sniff*

so sad... tomorrow ulp campfire i cannot go... cause got the school concert the montage that thing... if i know earlier got campfire i then dun waste my $10 go buy the ticket... i rather go to the campfire... really wanna go... but... already buy the montage ticket le... sob sob... i miss my coursemate the course instructors... =( too bad la... i goona miss out the fun le... think next time got chance then say bahz..... and i am hoping to be a VI after my o level... but that still early to say that maybe i will change my mind... whos noe... heex

... ... ... ... ... why do i feel so sad after reading his blog...i really feel very sad... it has been already 452 days since i first saw him... and perhaps the day that he caught my attention... chasing the chicken while giving us test... and kept telling me that how much badge i had even though i only had 1 row full and a few at sec roll... and talk alot of nosense... still remember POP that time change my place of standing... 'hai de wo' cannot stand with huiming and yenny they all... so bad...
at another pop... he make my heart skip a beat... the way he play his guitar... the way he carry out thing and one more thing i shant mention, maybe only i know it because is me....... i shall kept it forever.... i know it is impossible for me to... hmz... but that my hope mahz... i dun wish to give up... nor i want to carry it... so pls... dun mention him unnessasry... sometime it really very irrating... really very irrating... ... just let it roam... let fate decide... ... i will not miss him i will not... i shall not... i have not right to do so... cause i dun really have the qualification to... so .... i also dunno... ...

these few days i have been rushing out my camp proposal... and today i have my aop... lot of thing have to be change and we did not have much time left... the camp is just 2 weeks away... and the thing is still in a mess... i am really break down... this year doesnt seem to be a good year to me... alot of unhappy thing had happened... friend commit sucide... and lot and lot of thing happen... i shant want to recall.... haiz... tml still need to discuss abt the camp thing... shall blog another time...

yoz... have been a few days since i blog.. shall summarize up... hmz.. yesterday went to malaysia muar for field trip... haha... 0630 already reach school already... so excited... then sit for 1 and 1/2 hr bus to the custom... so long right... then reach malaysia... our first stop is yong peng... we stay for our breakfast... haha... i also buy lot of things from there... then after that went to dunno where... to see the plantaion... i saw lot od things like like coconut plantation... oil plam... pineapple planation pading field.. then we also saw cow... haha... my class guy go chasing the cow... funny sia... then they still use their hp ringtone to make the "Mooo" sound.. hahaz... fun sia... i like the most is the pading field... the scenery so niCE!!! green green... the so big... can see the big blue sky... dunno how to describe la... but very nice that it... if u been u sure know how it is like... love it so much... can stay there so good larhz.. hahaz then we also saw the malaysia weeding their traditional dance and how they play the tops( should be this thing)then then we also have our lunch... out table keep asking for rice egg then chicken... funnu sia... dunno ask so much for what... but afterall the food was delicious... heex... thanks the ppl there a lots... then after the whole thing we went back to yong peng for shopping hahaz... this time round really brought lot of thing... me really a typical singaporean... hahaz... then back to bus back to singapore... have lots of fun... really very fun...(>.-)

ayai... me die this time round liao larhz.. why do i keep thinkin of him larhz... i cant be possible like him right... cannot be one larhz.. how... maybe i think too much liaoz lorhz... ya shlould be i think too much liaoz... go sleep then tomorrow morning will be alright liaoz.. so i shant think too much... tml still will get to see him... wait i dun dare to see him... but wont one larhz.. hehex...

ps. why today saw a lot of lightning but never heard thunder hurhz... can anyone explain to me??