... ... ... ... ... why do i feel so sad after reading his blog...i really feel very sad... it has been already 452 days since i first saw him... and perhaps the day that he caught my attention... chasing the chicken while giving us test... and kept telling me that how much badge i had even though i only had 1 row full and a few at sec roll... and talk alot of nosense... still remember POP that time change my place of standing... 'hai de wo' cannot stand with huiming and yenny they all... so bad...
at another pop... he make my heart skip a beat... the way he play his guitar... the way he carry out thing and one more thing i shant mention, maybe only i know it because is me....... i shall kept it forever.... i know it is impossible for me to... hmz... but that my hope mahz... i dun wish to give up... nor i want to carry it... so pls... dun mention him unnessasry... sometime it really very irrating... really very irrating... ... just let it roam... let fate decide... ... i will not miss him i will not... i shall not... i have not right to do so... cause i dun really have the qualification to... so .... i also dunno... ...
these few days i have been rushing out my camp proposal... and today i have my aop... lot of thing have to be change and we did not have much time left... the camp is just 2 weeks away... and the thing is still in a mess... i am really break down... this year doesnt seem to be a good year to me... alot of unhappy thing had happened... friend commit sucide... and lot and lot of thing happen... i shant want to recall.... haiz... tml still need to discuss abt the camp thing... shall blog another time...
