finally is the end of my june holiday... tomorrow going abck to school again... to see those familar faces once again... i can agree that i am on a hiatus , i am pretty disappointed sometime on how ineffective i am in my schoolwork... one months has gone and i did nothing much.... even my school homework i still have not finish.... the days of doom are nearer and nearer and i am not prepare for it... think i shall do some deep thinking in one of the days...
i dun want to live in the cold nor do i want to spend the night when it is raining snowflakes accompanied by artic-like winds....i do wish to sit by a fire and spend the happy hours with my family and friend... i do not wish to be the one who stand in the freezing cold street looking into the window while watching enviously as happy families crowd around the fireplace and rejoice about the Christmas season... i wish to be a part of them too... but i dun want to be in a shelter too....they talk they laugh and sit by the fireplace with a mug of coffee steaming hot and this is the time i feel lonely within the crowd...very strangely, the cold flames seemed to devour the soul leaving nothing but a frozen carcass. suddenly i felt that i belong to none... perhaps i am just being too choosy somethimes... isnt it?
