dun really know how to start this post .... .... 
dunno how i am feeling now... just felt that perhaps i am starting to give up on drumz... felt that is impossible for me to continue like him lorhz... afterall i wont get to see him anymore unless there is any hq event ... but that is only maybe... maybe i should just let go rather than holding  on to it.... waiting for chance that will never ever reach me....maybe after few more years or rather now he already forgotten who i am... so what for for me to keep holding on to it... it just add on to my burden... i am gonna get out... perhaps... i dun wish to continue to hold on to this uncertainly...i rather let it go and remain it as my memeories... but hope that i can do it... i am trying to divert my interest in him away...but i did not mean that i am finding anyone to replace him... so dun get the wrong idea that i am jsut finding someone to reaplce him for me to forget him lorhz... ayai... dun actually know what i am talking now le... maybe i should just concentrate on my studies ... hahaz.... ")
遗失的美好 - 张韶涵 
海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟辛福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到
身边 - 许绍洋 
爱是心理一个结 不是谁都可以解
无缘的人多么尽力还是流泪
当对的人出现 交换了体谅的一眼
重重心事开了不再有纠结
你是我的海角乐园 给我另一片世界
都市丛林拥挤压抑就看天边
我们因为误解 倔强的忍着痛告别
思念想躲却被后悔给发觉
爱你 想你 确定不在乎一切
只要 有你 平凡也变特别
我们曾追求美梦各自走的太远
却不曾习惯没你在身边
当我们终于坦白将心摆在彼此面前
迷路的爱回到身边 
                            
                        


