He is back from ns for 2 weeks... i should be happy... but i dunno how i feel now anymore...i am getting tired... very very tired... tired of missing him... waiting to see him again... even just from very far away... i am getting very very tired now... so what if he is back frm ns... i cant do anything... can i? his post always attract me so much but also hurts me so much...it leaves me pondering on who is the
little white hat... his words are always so beautifully written that no one can ever did so... he express himself very well in words, but a man of few words... what more can i say about him.... and what the use of it... i am getting numb... with a lot of uncertainties... should i continue?