was studying just now and decide to come online for a while... just heard from my dad that his friend had just jump down from a building... they will just together drinking yesterday and now his friend is dead...it make me recall about what has happen this year...i was a bit shaken....is jumping from a building so nice...?? why nowsaday so many do so... why they never thing of family memeber and friends when they going to jump... dont they think their friend and family will be sad... very very sad.... it will left a deep wound... a wound that will never be heal in them
forever... no matter how we try to smile before other... we will still be carrying that wound with us forever... why are those ppl so selfish... why... they though it would end their suffering by jumping down... yes it might be ... but it add on to the suffering of their love ones.... no matter how happy they might seem to be... they are actually not... you will never know how is it feel that someone suddenly just disappered in the world and that is when the day before you are just happily chatting with him... he did not die of illness or wat... just die so suddenly... without knowing the reason... does he know that his family and friends are crying out or deeply in heart now.... he dont.... and he will never know... ...
from the tone of my dad when he say his friend just die... i know that he was sad... i had never see him so helpless like this...but what can i do... i am as helpless as him too...
