i suddenly feel that i am really in deep trouble... what should i do now... he keep appearing in my mind nowsday...i have been going back to school everyday even though i am having my 2 weeks exam break now...i go abck to sch as an excuse to study... but is it really so...? i have been sitting directly in front of the staff room almost everytime i study....though there is a library with air con waiting for me , i still rather stay outside accompany by the mosquito... but what for...just to see him...?? seeing him walking in and out of the staff room...... going to canteen for lunch at 12 just beacuse he is there too..always wanting to wait for him to go before i willing to go.... what i want is just to see him.... i am sure that i lost complete control on myself... but knife seem to piercing through my heart when i see the ring.... blood was just flowing out non-stop and i did nothing about that.... i always pretend to be so strong... even the sky drop i also can lift i up myself... but am i?? can i do it?i feel so helpless but what can i do... nothing.... i try to smile try to laugh and act crazy infront of everyone and yet now my heart are crying loudly... tears just drop without me knowing... i cant control myself anymore.... why am i like this... why cant i like other girls like someone who is near their age... if so at least i can try.... but why am i always fell into someone who is older then me... ... ...so what can i do... that my fate mahz... i now really dun care what other people will say... i will no do anything... i confess that i have the feeling but whos care right.... i will just let my imagination run... i just cant stop having him appearing in my mind... today only saw him 4 times... for the whole 8 hrs.... -sigh- back to school tomorrow.......=P
i am yearning to see umbrella man....
勇气
终于做了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理只要你也一样的肯定我愿意天涯海角都随你去我知道一切不容易我的心一直温习说服自己最怕你忽然说要放弃爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起 人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心你的真心如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你.
断点
静静地陪你走了好远好远连眼睛红了都没有发现听着你说你现在的改变看着我依然最爱你的笑脸连这条旧路依然没有改变以往的每次路过都是晴天想起我们有过的从前泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸 不让你看见深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显过完了今天 就不要再见面我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩感觉有那么甜 我那么依恋每当我闭眼 我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现我吻过你的脸 你已经不在我的身边虽然你不在我的身边我还是祝福你过得好一点短开的情线 我不要做断点只想在睡前 再听见你的 蜜语甜言
i will not be able or rather i will not blog for sometimes until my whole o level exam is over... 9 more days before the starting of the main exam... shall study hard hard le... tat is bye.. blog again after 1 months...
UmBreLLa~~~~~
i will not be able or rather i will not blog for sometimes until my whole o level exam is over... 9 more days before the starting of the main exam... shall study hard hard le... tat is bye.. blog again after 1 months
well... my com is spoil and now i have use my sis laptop...i still prefer com... hahaz
today last day of sch le... tml is the graduation day le... i will defintely miss my teachers,my classmates and my friends.... through this 4 years, we have gone through so much up and down... esp for this year.... alot of thing happen... but this has strengthen us a lot... well actually got lot to say... but dubbo how to express... hmmm...everyone take care kx.... o level coming le... we much show to school that we can do it... dun ever let them look down on us... lastly let work hard together and get all distintion... 4F'04 Rawkx Forever!!
stupid ah.... say what want to close down red cross.... next life bahz....... say want to close down den close down mehz.... you think wat... play play ah.... we spend so much time and effort in it... and it contain lots of our memory sad or happy memory... how can say close den close... STUPID DE!!!!!!!! you dont have does memory den dun spoil ours la... go back to your st john la... red cross dun need you this fat pig... even we do not have a yo... i still think we will survive better den having you!!!! sharkx ahhhh.... stupid ahh.... i feel like killing ppl ah....!!!! first to kill that fat pig.... stupid oil dripping all around... pollute the world ahhh...
