hahax... today is my off day again... lolx... so fast yeahx... actaully should be happy de off day... but so bored... nth to do... i rather go work lo... there at least got ppl to talk to lo... at home only can face the com... so sianz ah...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahax... today browse thru my friendster friend... den saw 3 of them... hahax... bring back moi memory wor.... those stupid times in the past... hahax... obviously i still cannot forget them mahx... hahaxxx.... they are all so cute... *ahem* haha wat am i thinking mahx...

*FuEe*** fly away~~

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just because i never told you i love you,doesnt mean i dont.




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well today is my off day and i ought to be happy de... but i am not in the mood lo...i am damn angry lo... dun ask me why i am angry... cause i dun really know la... jux feel angry lo... ahhh!!!!... but whatever ... forget it ... whos care right... well today when to my doctor appt...[lolx... it is the last time ...no more follow up... but i miis the doctor there la... hahax] quite a fast one... after that actually wan to go home de... but end up walking to toa payoh lo... dun feel like so early go home mahx... den i am not in my best mood also... so go walk walk alone lo... den went to toa payoh to find vienx and tingx[ they work there mahx] then end up yee fong and tese also there... haha 2e gathering ahx... after that i go walk walk alone lo... cause vienx and tingx have to work mahx... den after that went home and here i am... hahax... a boring day right....

waHHHhhHHHH~~!!!! i aM sO tired!!! stand for whole 6 hours lo.... my leg ache siaxx... tml start work at 10am again... need to wake up early also... hahax... today the customer were damn too much lo.... then they come is one batch one batch come de... why dun they come seperately... very tired de le... every time also like thay de... morning was still ok... but after my lunch break it was different lo... then another group of helpers came... the whole stall was like going to collapse lo... very crowded inside and outside also... hahax... thanks goodness i off work at 4 then i left the other things for them to do... lolx... so crowded sia... haha wonder how many ppl come to chinatown each day... lolx... the work is tiring but fun~~ lolx... i mIsS my BeD~~

[",] OhH... my cough isnt getting any better... but worst!!! hahax... goona lose my voice again leee... omG~~ =

well.... let me vent out my anger before i start the whole thing about today... stupid de lo... is not that i petty or wat la... or perhaps i am if u all think so... i dunno... but .... stupid de la... sms say bye den he really never reply lo... den tell him dun need sms me today le la... den he really never sms me lo~~~~~..... =.=""""" stupid de la... u know wat is kuo shi xin fei or not... Arg!!!!!!! forget it la... dun wan to talk abt it... u all might thing is only small matter... but to be is big ok!!!, ArGGgGG.... ok... done...

well today start well with me going to my work... first time sia~~~ and i was so nervous lo.. actually not that nervous la... haha.... at first reach there blur blur de... dunno wat to do... but do long le... think quite easy la... but also very easy to do wrong lo... esp with the money matter... sometimes need to think also... some customer want wat $5 one... which i have to divide the no. of gram with the money den multipy 5... very complicated lo... haha hai de wo you yi dian luan... but after all today is over... hahhax...

[",] oh... did i forget to tell u all i saw fan wei qi today {should be this name la} she is so pretty lo... omg~~ hahax today chinatown so many ppl heng i not doing afternoon to night de shift... heex.... tml got work again... got to work hard....

goNEx.... shOo....

[ICUCICU]!!! stupid ahxx... i not in my best mood... dun ask me why... i dunno ah!!!!! feeling very uncomfortable and feel like shouting ahhhh... STUPID DE~~~ GO DIE AH~~~~

stupid de lo... why am i feeling so low... and i dun even know how i feel now ... i dun even know what i want exactly now... last time wont like tt de lo... i seem to be waliing without an aim..... how... can help me... i seem to be ocuppied with lotx of thing and yet i dunno what is ocuppying me~~ what shld i do... what has happen to me... have i become an ailen?? ~ i keep thinking of something and i cant get it off my mind... omG~~... stupid de... den somemore the rcy thingy is getting on my nerve too.... stupid de la... can they be more discipline or not... jux scold a little bit show us face already... u all think wat ah... we come back for u all to show us face de ah... a little bit scolding not happy already... dun want scolding dun come uniform group la... no scolding wont be call uniform grp le lorhx... go join other cca la... a little bit scolding also cannot tahan... den the seniors how... they also gone thru the same thing as u all lorhx... sometimes they even more worst lox... think wat...uniform group even basic reporting also dunno... i am not pinpointing anyone lo... is that i am sure that no everyone know the reporting procedure lo... they dun even know wat the total strength of the unit!!! i got nothing to say le lorx... i already not in my best mood le lorhx... still make me so angry....!!! ah!!!!!!! stupid de la... a very luan unit with very luan de teacher and a bunch of very luan cadets... !!! ahhh!!! plus i am very fan le~~~ i cannot tahan le laaa~~~~~~~~~~ rest assure... i wont jump down the building yet so soon... i wan to jump also after i get my o level result first... if not i take o level for wat... or i already jump already le la... this world is so fan!!!!!


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wHHoOO.... 2005 le.... haha... so fast ah... 2004 gone and now 2005 le... hahax... yesterday go stay overnight in east coast park with daph shuting vienx and keng boon... hahax... very tired siax... ok we meet vienx at 5 smth den we went bowling... hahax... finally this turn round not i lose le... yeahx... heex... hahax... den after that we went giant buy tidbits... haha we were like everything were free like tt everything also that... haha... ended up buying 20++ de tidbits... hahax... actually we want to pitch the tents before sun goes down de... hahax... but in the end we reach there already 9 plus le... haha... no choice we walk and walk and pitch the tent beside dap bro bbq de place... hahax... got a place very good le... den we start playing cards and whatever de... everything was going on well after .... a GROUP OF BLACK PPL COME~~... they were like past life never talk b4 lorhx... keep talking and talking singing and singing... make me not able to sleep lo... den still got one guy keep passing our tent say wat happy new year!!...PLZ LO.... i want to sleep de lorhx... u all keeping walking here and there keep banging here and there very fun mehx... hahax... but nevermind.. they make nosie i accompany them lorhx... but hor they still continue lo!!!!!! stupid de... i wonder if they know english or not lorhx.... ask them shut up they still talk so loud... they dun want sleep i still want sleep de lor!!!!!! arGG!!! =\... hahax... nevermind... they finally go before the sun rise... wonder if they zombie or vampire or wat de... mux wait till sun rise then all den disappear ... cannot see sunlight like tt... stupid de la... allow me only sleep from 6 smth to 7 smth den wake up le... so tired sia!!!! hahax... den after that they went to my hose to see chucky cinderella story and princess dairies... haha... den shuting they all were play the sims 2 while i was half asleep... hahax...really very tired lo... jux because of that group of BLACK PPL LO!!!! omg~~~.... waste my nice new year day... hahax... tml still need meet ssk they all for dinner.... omg~~ i BRoke le la~~~ no money le... haix... got to ask frm my mum again... haha... sure nag by her again... hahax... got to find a job soon lo... of not she will say i always rot at home... hahax...~~ gonexx