Sunday, February 27, 2005
Got this from friendster... haha...
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If youbase your relationship on feelings, it will fail forthere are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are thereto be loved, not TOYED around. Love her for whoshe is. Don't even think about changing any bitabout her. 6billion people in this world & 6 billiondifferent personalities. She's special & she willstay that way. You change any part of her, you'llchange her forever. Don't substitute her for anyoneelse, they are just unique n their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for youso you'd better really treassure her. She couldhave just got up & date a so much more dashingguy in town but she chose you instead all becauseof love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay orwhatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't causea strain in the relationship, you'll end up lovingeach other out of pity or charity, that's notrespecting love at all. Respect love the way it is &everything will be the best it can be. I've been there& I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the onlyone in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship?Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's themost tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If youwant her to tell you everything, do the same. Don'tgo calling other girls "honey" or "darling", howwould it feel if your girl calls other guys the sameway? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise &flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get itover when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just likeyou. Something sweet & simple always get the jobdone. Money doesn't exist between couples, it'sthe love.Never promise her that you'll love her foreverbecause your forever might end the next day. Loveher as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attachedguys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her asense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it.Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledgeyour love to her & her alone.Loving her is giving her your heart to break it buttrusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it &protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, yourlife,your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her whenthe need arises. But stay strong & live throughanother day, she can never live without you.Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cryher heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'ddie. It her heart that you've broken, how would youever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don'tleave her once you've won her love. Love her all theway till the end of time, love her till marriage, loveher till old age, love her till death. If you can loveher till the end of time, you've earned the honor &respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you canfulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over.Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she'ssomeone to love, not to show off to your "friends".Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.Respect her for the way she is, never despise her& never mistreat her, never even think of toyingwith her...
stupid la.... just treat that i am wu li qu nao lo... i dun mind de lo... i am already not in my best mood these few day le... u still like so fierce.. u think u wat ah... i dun care laa!!!!!!! i hate you ah.... stupid de!!!!! arggggg..... fine... u got nothing to say den got nothing to say lo... nevermind de lo.... since u got nothing to say to me... forget it then!!!... dun need to bother to reply me la... already say dun disturb u le lo.... u busy u do ur work la.... the most is i feel bored only mahx... now is i also feel angry lo...u say nicely still ok... but u say until so fierce... like wat i own u de ah... forget it la.... dunch need bother to talk to me in msn le... dun need sms and dun need even bother to call me la~~~ ArGggG~!!!! already very fan le... now more fan.... tml getting result le... still make me so angry.... stupid de la u... i already very hurt and sad le... now u still make me angry!!!! argggg,,,,, dun wan to talk to u anymore le laaa~~~~ regret all u wan for knowing me la~ i dun care~!!!!
i was still hurt
i will still cry
whenever i think about it
whenever i am alone
no matter how hard i try
no matter how hard i hope
it is still the same
still hurt
still sad
still regret
i shall make a decision soon
i dun wan to hurt myself
and i dun wan to hurt others too
so i shall make a decision soon
whether or whether not
though i hate to make decision
but i must learn to make one
cause i wan me myself to feel better
i dun wan myself to cry everyday to sleep
even when i am typing these
my heart hurt
my eyes filled
there are 3 paths for me to choose
one is to continue to choose the one i like
no matter wat happen
i am not suppose to regret
second is to choose the one that like me
the last will be just let go on everything
it hurt before
i cry before
my tears seem to be neverending
my hurt seem to be everylasting
everything seem like a fairy wheel
going round and round
and never ever stop
i lost confidence
in everything
dun say sorry to me
it make no difference
really no difference
Saturday, February 26, 2005
-i shall be strong-
let not ponder over thing that is over
past tense is already past tense
hope i can look foward to better days...
always look on the bright side of life.....
we wont know wats gonna happen to us tomorrow
so just let me treasure every seconds of my life.....
live to the fullest....
even though the scar left behind by the wound wont go away....
i will just treat it as another part of me....
just live with it....
and thanks you guy for comforting me even though u just know not long....
thanks guys... never regret knowing ya all...~
i shall be strong and i will be strong
definely... cause i grow up....
i no longer will be the small kid i was once....
i learn my lesson and will not make the mistake again....
that all.... gonex....
Friday, February 25, 2005
haix.... still not in my best mood yet... i never had this kind of feeling before lo... haix... so sad~ haix... seem that every night i also cry to sleep... esp listen to those sad song... or when i am alone... the worst thing is that i have to smile everyday.... some more my job require me to smile lo~~ haix.. nvm... got them accompany me will make me forget thing also... better than alone like now right... haix... is really hurt lo... every time i think back it hurt... haix... nvm... like wat my buddy say today la... everyday we have to face diff type of rejection( haha my job everyday sure got rejection de... sales promoter mahx...) wejust have to learn to get over it can le... so i shall listen and try.... i will grow strong de...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
倒带
曲:周杰伦 词:方文山 编:钟佐泓
我受够了等待你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
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haix... wat a sad day... just dunno why la... i feel hurt lo... much more hurt when i break with my ex that times... hahax... but nevermind... get used to it le... always get hurt de... anyway learn a lesson le lo... if u like someone... just tell him/her lo... is no use dragging on waiting for another one to say first haix... from my past experience le... 2 times le lo... just blame me for being so blur la... haix... but is over now le la~ i shall stay strong~ sorry peeps if i did not behave normally la... just treat me back as the crazy old me lo~ i need to be crazy for some times... haha... so bear with me for the time being ah~ vienx and daph... dun keep telling me u all shi lian le lo... i now come join ur group le ok?? heex... must welcome me wor~~ hahax nvm la... at least i learn a lesson le wor~... though still sad la... lalala~~ i am okay... i am really okay... so dun need to worry abt me yeah?.... so wat is i shi lian mahx... i dun need guy lo!!.... omG~~ haix... nvm.... =\
Friday, February 18, 2005
whaha... today was a tiring yet fun day... well i shall start from the morning...
in the morning...i meet
shuning, sok kie, zhi jia they all to go see zhi wei... it has been a year since he left us le... time pass so fast wor~ miss him so much... haha... watever... shall left the sadness behind... remember him always...
haha after that i went to singapore post alone to shop... waste money buying on clothes again... hahax.... den after that take bus home le~~...
At home...haha... back at home... no one else at home... all go work le... so sianx... but get used to it le la... hahax... den use com lo... see the anime ... hahax... very cute sia the anime... lolx... half way through
jon called and ask whether want go see chingay... den i say ok lo... haha have a bath and off i go to meet him...
Outside...hahax... meet
jon at aljunied mrt station at 6 ... and guess wat... haha i was earlier than him... hahax... first time sia... lolx... haha den off we went to orchard... on the way we were playing the snake on my phone... haha... i won him... lolx =P... hahax ... and den we reach orchard... at first tot the chingay gonna cancel cause earlier raining mahx... but thank goodness it still goes on... hahax... we have our dinner at long john before we head off for the show~~
Chingay...wow~~ it was nice man.... it was the first time i saw chingay and it was live show u know... not see from the tv wor... the atmosphere was completely different( haha think so la... should be la) haha... waited there for quite a while , the real show den start... the performance was so nice siax... although i too short le la cannot see clearly la... but still nice la...
jon den good la... 20cm taller than me.. can see more clearly ...omG~~ hahax... the most nice is definetly the dragon la... wow... it was so beatiful lo and ya... it is a DRAGON!!! NOT A SNAKE LA!!!! omG~ = hahax... the flag thingy also very nice wor... haha i want to watch it next year also sia~~ hahaxx... gonna watch on tv tml to see de difference.... haha after that went home and here i am~~
p.s: hahax... oh ya... regardless u see this or not la~ thanks anyway for accompany me to chingay wor~ take care ah... u sick still accompany... thank u wor~ have more rest~~ hahaxx...
Friday, February 11, 2005
well ... today went out with ssk to meet jon... hahax... first time meeting him la... ok la... he not bad la... den we went to jurong point... wah lau... keep suaning by the 2 of them... esp from ssk... omG~ but ok la ... i very good de... wont take tt in mind... kekex... after tt go eat kfc... den ssk keep talking nonsense...wat valentine watever de... but he also no reaction la... hahax... forget it la... lalala~~~ blog again next time...
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
finally it is all over... although i dun feel like giving up, but i have no choice... i need someone who understand me better who will spend more time with me...i feel very tired of hearing my friend say tat how good their another parnter is and how often they see each other... yet i feel that i have nothing at all... maybe it is better it has not started before... just take it that i am wilful, not sensible , did not give of others, do thing that i want, inconsiderate or watever... just let me feel better... i beg u god... is not that i did not try... is just that u never give me the chance.... even that when i sms jux down... the last reply u give was just "k"... well k den... i shall make myself happier... tell u wat... i am gonna to my friend house tomorrow i am gonna go out aand enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
forget it......
i am just not in my best mood.....
so just piss off....
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
woHOoO~~ haha today is chinese new year eve le... also the last day of my work... haix...~ so sad... last day of work le... i dun mind no chance of earning money... but i mind that i wont be able to see the whole bunch of collegues and the other ppl there... like... hmmx... 80cents , peanuts uncle, coconut uncle 1, lee xiao long, lao bang, ah bee aka the model, the squrriel, the eye will fan dian de kor kor(joanne say de ... hahax) uncle shawn, the coffee jie jie, the mau ji uncle and alot alot others ppl lo... haix... miss them so much... those are the ppl i working with these 4 weeks lo.... although they a bit ah beng ah beng type la... but they all very good de... treate us very good... always bring laughter to us... haha without them it will be very bored le... haix... hope to see the same whole bunch of ppl next year lo... hope they still remember ya... hahax... and of course my collegues la... hope they come back to work again~~ heex.. ok la... write till here.... A VERY HAPPY CNY TO ALL AND THOSE WHO ARE STILL WORKING IN CHINATOWN AT THIS HOUR!!!! heexx
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
stupid la... all u say is jux a few words and u say u try your best le... wat effort is that mahx!!! i hate u la... am i so insignificant and so easy to coax~~ NO WAY~~i not goona change my mind anymore le la... last time yes but now NO!!! i am not even gonna think abt it~~ get off my mind la~~ since i am so INSIGIFICANT lo...the more i talk the more angry i am~~~!!! AHHH!!!!
haha tml my off day again... wohoOoo... hahax... so sad ah... this few day never saw the 80cents uncle[ hmmx... or rather brother?? lolx] heard that he transfer to bugis there to work le... omg~~ =\ so sad... haix... miss him and the fun so much ah.... lolx... and the food he give me... so good right... never ask he auto give de... hahax... lolx... but anyway that the last day i saw him... omg~~... stupid de... wan to go le also must say mahx... that lee xiao long got say u never say.... haha... but watever la... miss tt lee xiao long abit also la... without him chinatown seem abit quiet down le la... but nvm got me and joanne can le... lolx... shall continue our own entertainment with other stall uncle la... or brother[ some not very old la] hahax... without the two of them... though abit weird la.... den the 80 cents uncle no there also no fun le... no him shouting "ba mou", "ba mou"[ba mou= 80 cents] den me cannot shout back "ba kuai", "ba Kuai" le[ ba kuai= 8 dollars]... no fun le la... den no more lee xiao long crap... haix... nvm... we still got the model, the sunwukong aka mao mao, the lao bang(the boss),the peanuts uncle,the sweets uncle,the mua ji uncle and the coconut uncle(he still angry with me la... 1 week already le lei!! so xiao qi!! =\)... haha... 7 more days of work den will never see them le... unless i work next year and they also work next year and at the same place la... hope so... i decided to work next year la... hahax... my collegues all are a bunch of nice guy!!! woHoOOO~~