haix.... still not in my best mood yet... i never had this kind of feeling before lo... haix... so sad~ haix... seem that every night i also cry to sleep... esp listen to those sad song... or when i am alone... the worst thing is that i have to smile everyday.... some more my job require me to smile lo~~ haix.. nvm... got them accompany me will make me forget thing also... better than alone like now right... haix... is really hurt lo... every time i think back it hurt... haix... nvm... like wat my buddy say today la... everyday we have to face diff type of rejection( haha my job everyday sure got rejection de... sales promoter mahx...) wejust have to learn to get over it can le... so i shall listen and try.... i will grow strong de...