finally it is all over... although i dun feel like giving up, but i have no choice... i need someone who understand me better who will spend more time with me...i feel very tired of hearing my friend say tat how good their another parnter is and how often they see each other... yet i feel that i have nothing at all... maybe it is better it has not started before... just take it that i am wilful, not sensible , did not give of others, do thing that i want, inconsiderate or watever... just let me feel better... i beg u god... is not that i did not try... is just that u never give me the chance.... even that when i sms jux down... the last reply u give was just "k"... well k den... i shall make myself happier... tell u wat... i am gonna to my friend house tomorrow i am gonna go out aand enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
forget it......
i am just not in my best mood.....
so just piss off....
