i was still hurt
i will still cry
whenever i think about it
whenever i am alone
no matter how hard i try
no matter how hard i hope
it is still the same
still hurt
still sad
still regret
i shall make a decision soon
i dun wan to hurt myself
and i dun wan to hurt others too
so i shall make a decision soon
whether or whether not
though i hate to make decision
but i must learn to make one
cause i wan me myself to feel better
i dun wan myself to cry everyday to sleep
even when i am typing these
my heart hurt
my eyes filled
there are 3 paths for me to choose
one is to continue to choose the one i like
no matter wat happen
i am not suppose to regret
second is to choose the one that like me
the last will be just let go on everything
it hurt before
i cry before
my tears seem to be neverending
my hurt seem to be everylasting
everything seem like a fairy wheel
going round and round
and never ever stop
i lost confidence
in everything
dun say sorry to me
it make no difference
really no difference