i dunno what to say... really...
i lost the power to control my tears from dropping...
maybe seperate is the best choice ....
i dunno....
i startin to get numb le... no feeling .... i am not thinking well...
i have been saying thing that are not suppose to be said....
well but i lost the contol of my lanuagae too....
i am not thinking enough....
my heart seem to like a shattered mirror... no any extra glue super glue can glued it back....
wat to say.... nothing at all
cry perhaps is the best medicine to me now....
u wont ever know how i am feeling now...
it might appear to u that i dun treat it as anything
appear to u that i had never like u before...
but u r wrong...
but nothing matters now....
i just need a shoulder to cry on....
all i could do nowsaday is just to hide in my room and cry
and the next morning i had to act like a clown....
i an fine... i dun need anyone to worry abt me...
and i dun wan....
i wan to solve it all and for once....
but just to say... are u really tt busy
a simple phone call every day will make me happy...
really... but u cant... right...
u wan more time...
i am not god...
i cannot give u more time
the least i can do is just to let u have all ur time
fair right...
