[exact from friendster]
nice one....

Jin and I are best frens..we do anythingthat best frens do together...One day, i realisedthat i actually fell forhim...so i decided to confess to himone nite where we camped with other frens. hereadily agreed to be my Boyfren...Soon we started doing the usual stuffs thatcouplesdo, watching movies, having strolls in park, eatingtogether, goingto the beach...but life was not as fun when we arestill best fren....we're not as close as we used tobe when we're still best frens...he doesnt tok muchor continued sharing his problems with mi...and soi tot he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but iquietly kept this on my mind...But since the day he became my boyfren, i wouldalways recieve a small teddybear frm him... At first i thought it was lovely, butthen iwondered why he would give me this...One day, i was walking alone in the park we bothfrequent...Then isaw Jin together with another gal there..I creptnearthem softly overheard him saying "i love u' to thegurl. I was enraged that i run homeimmediately..Jin never said he love me all the whilewhen wer'e boyfren andgurlfren.Then at midnite one day, he came to myhouse and passed me anotherteddy bear that he used to give me everyday, thensaid "Sorry, i forgotten to giv this to youtoday." hispresence only made mi even more angry so ishouted at him, "Why u alwiz giv methis crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you,that's it, izit too hard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place theteddy bear on my palm and left..i threwthe teddy bear into my wardrobe.The next day, Jin asked me out. We met at ebus stop near my house...he handed mi a bigteddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle ofthe road as i still couldnt get over e incident. Heremained quiet and went to pick up the teddy. Hedidnt realised a truck was coming towards him. Ishouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turnedback and smiled atme,and...........................*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I cried...the nex minute i know, he waslyingon the road, the teddy in his hands covered withblood. He was sent tothe hospital but in the end...i still losthim...i've losthim FOREVER...after attending his funeral, i went back homeand took out all the teddy bears he gav me sincethe day we bcame gfbf...i counted the teddies oneby one... 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and thelast teddy bear he gave me covered with his bloodwas the 365th...it has alreadly been a year webcomebfgf...i squeezed the teddy as my tearsflowed....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddies...tookone of it, and pressed its tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy he gav me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest was the last teddy Jingav me, I squeezed his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very firstanniversary.....i hopeto love you,today, tommoro, the day afterand forever........I love you....*i dropped the teddy........ i never realised thatJin had actually told me those words..every singleday....till now... i slowly picked up the teddy andwhispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"