it has been some time since in last blog... well i shall blog something before me myself sart to think that i had abandon this blog... well i am not expecting any other souls to read it... smilex... but i not gonna abandon me this blog... it has accompany me for the past 2 yrs or so.... i start to "fell in love" with my blog... and i simply cant live without it... at least it is the only one whom i can throw any of my thought to... well kinda sorry for my blog as it has to heard so much of my rubbish... well... but i think it is the only one i can turn to when i am happy,angry,sad.... my emotion do seem to change very fast...but well who will ever know what i am thinking deep down in my heart...i mind saying something out but in my mind i do regret.... well that something i shall change eh... smilex... i am not really good a words... but just to say... i am not that happy after all... i seems to be a lost soul wondering around in a totally unfamilar place... hoping to met someone whom i know....but disappointment always come upon me.... well... i learn to smilex no matter what... i dun have to show others that i am sad or wat... they dun have to know it... is not their business... well...i really no saying anyone which u all might think i am... just waht i feel only...i dun need anyone to pity me or whatsoever when i am sad or wat.... jsut that i dun need.... i start to not trust anyone around me... even myself... just as i say... i am just a lost soul wondering around not knowing wat to do...people aound seem to be a totally stranger... looking at me strangly..... i dun really like that feeling... until i found a mask on a floor and i put it on... and from that second on... i seem to be a happier person...cause i am just a no one.... ....
