hahas i am happy with my life now... alothough it is not perfect
maple has become part of my life now... i everyday also play.... cham....
lol jusst finish my projet beta.. relax a bit le
haha i gonna watch red candy tml!!!!
so tiring now......
smthing happy.. i pass all y term testt... wat a surprise... hhahas
i smtime just wonder.... why do i get angry easy to particular peopleS.... am i smthing wrong.,,,, haix...
i really wished everything will be forever and last long long..... but is impossible.....everything is impossible
i tend to think a lot
and i realised i no longer have any confidence
or rather i never had it at the first place.....
everthing is just my illusion
just that i wake up now
and back to the real world...
so realistic..... so imperfect
how i wish i could forever sink in my own world
but i am always the ones who wake myself up...
who wont believe in anything
as i dunno what to believe anymore....
no one is there to guide me
no one is there to lead me
everyone is leaving me there to survive on my own....
no one cares....
the only best way will perhaps be....
E-N-D-E-D
haix..... s-o-r-r-y...
i seem to do wrong thing always and to everyone.... haix.... nvermind..... =(
haixx..... i am having mood swing again.... super super super low mood today.... sometimes i really dunno what i am thinking.... have i really do the right thing? say the right words?... haix.... dunch care le la.... i always spoil everything and end up i have nth at all.... i dun care anyoneunderstand or see these or not... not happy just get out..... i dun need anyone here anyway... that m own space.... i am a loner... i love to be alone.... so just get out.... i not believing anyone not even myself.... so better dun come near me i will scream!!!!
i somehow regret abt what i had say just now, what wat had been has already been say... i cant possible run back and say i was just kidding just now.... no way.... but really sorry....shouldnt have make u promise me... but i really dunno wat i am doing.... haix...hungry hungry i am so hungry now... waiting for my parent to buy KFC back.... hahas i am so hungry~~!!!! so sianx... tml got to start sch le... sianx lo.... how i miss my sec sch life and my classmate.... haix... argggg project and project.... go die la i dun like my project!!!! hmpHH!!! watever lalalala~~~ no mood to blog le la blog tml again
well.... hahas wat a good friday morning ar.... with a hungry stomach... duhzz.... i am hungry!!!!! Sob~sOb~~~ hahas.... lalalasss... i am crazy silly... wahhaaa so happy heex.... well u all wont know what i am saying de only i know... hhaa... k la... must go ransack my kitchen to find food le....lolx i sound like a hungry ghost... WoOoOo~~~
lalalala~ thanks pal...... i am ok la.... reallythanks u all hahas... shuting and daph i am urs de le... canot shake me off wor.... wahhahaaa.... i am stick to u two le wahhaaa..... k la.... he not tt bad la say until him like tt.... i wont patch de la... if will i already patch le.... but there reason de... dun say too much le..... hahass.... this shall be the last post about all this thing hahas everything shall be happy happy de le liaoxx... smilexx
everything started so fast yet ended fast too i jusst dunno what he wan and thinks anymore..... i always dun get a say in it andeverytimes is he who decide it..... whatever i say is crap and excuses .. fine!! i jsut make a mistakes and that the end of the world for me right.... why must i always be the one who listen to u and not u de one who do so... want break also u decide wan patch also u decide .... never ever think about how i feel before.... if that so... friend are a better choice i think... i can go meet guy i wan u can also do so... no one will control me and no one can control u k.... whatever .... i am not sad at all k... i am not
