i really wished everything will be forever and last long long..... but is impossible.....
everything is impossible
i tend to think a lot
and i realised i no longer have any confidence
or rather i never had it at the first place.....
everthing is just my illusion
just that i wake up now
and back to the real world...
so realistic..... so imperfect
how i wish i could forever sink in my own world
but i am always the ones who wake myself up...
who wont believe in anything
as i dunno what to believe anymore....
no one is there to guide me
no one is there to lead me
everyone is leaving me there to survive on my own....
no one cares....
the only best way will perhaps be....
E-N-D-E-D