5th of october 2006 is a bad day... i dun like it DUN LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am feeling so lonely and helpless now.... everything seem to go against wat i wan...
i am so sad and my head is so pain... dear is away from me... i miss him so much.... today is the first day and it is the first time since a long time ago he never call me at night ...how am i suppose to fell asleep that way... i wonder if he is thinking of me too.... i miss him every minutes and second... he will be okay de... no fear.... jinying is strong de...i wont be scare.... so dear u dun worry for me okay?think this will be the only way for me to feel better... by typing all out here...
dear this is the first night u ot calling me... i really miss you alot... i really hate myself for always letting u sad and angry...u know i dun meant tt de... just dunno why.... u really meant a lot for me... really... hope u will take care of urself k... i wait for u worrr......