suffering from gastric flu since morning.... really damn not feeling well... whatever i eat or drink...i just vomit all out...the feeling is really lousy... really dun have the mood for the rest of the day... keep running to the toilet and vomit... even only when i drink water...i also vomit it out... haix...really feel very bad and sad lorhs... last time when i suffer from gastric flu... at least there is still des there for me... but now... only me alone.... how i hope there is someone there to care for me...to pull me to see doc all these... but wat to do... just day dream bahs.. did msg him today a few time and once casually say that i did vomit... but he either seems busy... or just "fu yan" me type just reply me a few words... well... wat can i do anymore... dun wanna say anymore... is my gastric anyway... so no other ppl business.. wat for going around telling other... haix.. but have the want for him to care for me... yet.. wat can i do abt it...he doesnt care... so just be it bahs... have the urge to vomit again on the way home when my stomach didnt even have anything left. bear all the way from tp to home... when reach void deck, finally cannot take it and vomit all the water i drink out... haix... i cant even drink a single drop of water... haix... really feel very lousy... who can just show me a bit of care....
thanks my dear bro... when he heard that i suffer from gastric flu....he ask me at least get some food and even offer to bring me a cup of water.. thanks ar... but really dun feel like eating... although the whole day i didnt really eat anything...haix... really not feeling well... wat should i do... i m still bother by the 是否应该继续，还是注定要我放弃。issue... haix... i should go to rest le
