I AM JUST STUPID TO FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO DUN LIKE ME AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I AM JUST THIS STUPID.... JUST LET ME BE .... I BEAR ALL THE CONSEQUENCE.... I DUNNO U SAY DUN LIKE ME BECAUSE U JUST WAN TO FORCE ME GIVE UP OR WAT... BUT I AM HURT...I DUN THINK I WILL HAVE ANY CONFIDENCE IN OTHER R/S LE....i cant be heal anymore... cant be... i am hopeless le...
being hurt too many times... being throw around too many times... get used to it le... really get numb le... sometime really dunno when is truth and when is lies... i rather that u tell me the truth den i accept it... but are u telling me the truth? dun just because u wan me give up den say those thing .... is not i dun wan to give up... just tt u didnt give me a valid reason... the reason strong enough to let me give up... when will we be able to face reality...
i dunno why i loves to cry alot nowadays... it just beyond my control...
why can be so many happenning just in 1 month.... although is only one month only... but it seems like a long years... why is it like tt? why?
how i wish i can just forget everything...
dunno wat to do anymore...really dunoo le.... i announce that i am DEAD... offically dead