went to bugis today after school to find a present for him... finally get something for his birthday le... happy happy... but dunno he like and need it not... still not really feeling well today... but wat to do... had to get his present ready... 8 more days to his birthday le... den tt day i think he working also... also dunno when can pass it to him... haix... somehow i still miss him... i know he wont miss me de.. everytime ask him got miss me? or ask him to miss him... he will just never reply... really sad... but wat to do? i cant do anything but just hope tt he will...
just wonder...why do other ppl still will care about me when i am sick... but to him... it seems nothing... like no big deal... is it really that he does not care about me anymore le...?is it? i really dunno what i am thinking also... tot decide to give up le... but just cant let go... can he really tell me what am i suppose to do? really miss him lots...
kinda feel that the distance between him and me become further and further le.. i dun really like this feeling... i really wanna know how he feel toward me now... but can i ask? how to ask?... haix....
watver.... rawr~~!!!
