really very very tired this whole week... has been rushing for all my assigment... everything due within this week and next week... WTH!!! somemore i am the type last minute den do de ppl... damn shagged lo... haix... not only that.. some more still got my personal prob that i still cant get over... make me more tired... really really....just handed in my SWEN Assignment and had my CMSK oral presentation rehearsal today... at least 2 task down... hmmm left with marketing assignment,SSSD assignment, SSSD Presentation, CMSK Presentation ... den i will just left with the main examination to go,...my body doesnt seem well these few day...eat only meal a day.. yet i dun feel hungry... haix... bad lifestyle...
hmm... think i should try to pick myself up le... although i still cant let go.. but think i had let the people around worry too long for me le... is enough le... i dun like ppl to worry for me... i wan them to be happy happy too... so... xiaoojin... jiayou mahs... always look on the bright side of life... still a long way to go... walk one step see one step... if something tt not meant for u... it will always not for u... force or sad also no use... nothing will ever change... i must learn to accept reality... no use avoiding... xiaoojin... faced it!!!!... but really... i still cant let go... haix... watever le... dun wanna think too much le... just keep me busy man!!! till that the moment i step into my house i will just fall to sleep... so that i wont even have the time to think...
damn it... having headace again... my gastric pain not yet gone.. now headache... rawr~ i really hate the life i am leading now... omgg
