finally finish off my main examination yesterday le...can relax a bit le... yeppie!!! but... exam paper were all flunk for me... just cant concentrate on studies all these while...damn it.... alot of thing has been flasing through my mind for all these while... just cant put them now no matter wat... watever le la... just try my best bahs....
recieved des's letter.... hmmm has been aroung 2 weeks like tt never reply his letter le...i keep giving myself excuse that i am busy thus i have no time to reply him... but i know time isnt a prob la... just take me 1/2 hr to write letter... but i just flood myself with all my excuses.... maybe i just dunno how to reply him bahs... he ask me some question... and ask to give him a chance abt the r/s again... i really dunno how to reply him... cause i cant give him any promises anymore...i dun wan to make empty promises... somemore i really dunno wat i want also le... i dun wan promise him this and that... in the end i cant make it... that will be worst... i really dunno how to reply his letter...i really dunno what i want le... i give up... i dun wanna think abt anything anymore...just hope he will understand... and let everything remain as it is...
as i say... i still cant let go of something... it has been a month or so le bahs... but it still lingers in my mind... treat it as i stupid or stubborn or wat de la... cant put it down means cant ... well it takes times bahs... really want to know what
he is thinking right now... but how to ask.. already say that i wont msg him le... haix... i also dunnoo le larhs... argggh... wat the hack am i thinkin.... rawr!!!
will be leaving singapore next wed le... ... well... well... yarh... wat to say... haix...
i dun wanna cry... but why my tears just fall when i think of him...
