what kind of life am i actually looking forward too? sometimes i really dunno...i haven find out what the purpose of my life yet...what a meaningless life i am leading... so meaningless till sometimes i really wonder what for continue it... is just a waste of time...
dunno why nowadays get emotionally so easily...maybe too much water in my body le... therefore tears also fall off easily... damn it... why am i getting so weak...
didnt get much sleep yesterday...keep tossing in my bed... wtf...damn dizzy now...gastric also start to complain again le... since yesterday afternoon till now didnt eat a single thing...but who care la.... well there actually a lot of thing i wanna ask him, he knew that too... but i just dunno how to ask...cause i know that the answer i get wont be the answer i want... so i choose not to ask.. i am just cheating myself to make myself feel better bahs...im just someone who keep running away from reality... not facing the truth... gosh.. i got to change this bad habit of mine...i WANT to change and i HAVE to change, xiaoojin... make everything clear, say whatever u wanna say... and dun ever regret... ....
damn dizzy now... wth... edwin ask me to go out... well... really feel like gg out for some walk... but i shall see later bahs... maybe gg out myself is better =) i am a born loner ^^
hmmm 300 is a nice movie... though so many bloody scence and head cut off scence,, but overall nice~!
