i have do watver i can do le... i try very hard, i waited... i never ever give up before... but u give me up... wat can i do anymore... i wan to help... but the ans u give is no really no.. i m so useless... i just cant be compare to someone else... i really dun wish to give up... but wat use has it got... i still rem i ask u the qns of what if one day i disappear before... the ans u give really make me smile.. u say u will find me up and down, u dun care... just must find me... im really very touched.. but now...does it still applied? am i still someone impt to u? i really dunno le... hurts... real hurts..
has been quite lost today... locked myself in the room the whole day... wake up actually quite early today... or rather didnt rest long... well... but never get out of my bed until late afternoon... i still carry the hope that my hp will ring that he will sms or call me... but nope... it remain so silent the whole day... it really bring my mood down... although i say i wont appear infront of him... but i really dun want to mean so... but wat can i really say... cant be possible keep on irritate him right... the best way is i go....
im willing to wait... i know is silly... but what can i really do... i just like him... but i wont bother him anymore... really very tired le...... i dun wan to do anything anymore le
