what if one day i suddenly disappear... what will u all do??
life really a very mysterious thing ... ones wont know what will happen to him/her in the next sec of their life...
my mum 's big sis.. (my 1st aunt) passed away this morning... well... really a shock news..but at least she passed away very peacefully ...she sleep to death... well... that life... we are not able to make it down to her funeral...last min my parent cant take off too... den still need to book air ticket all these... kind of worry for my grandma...afterall is white hair send off black hair... heard frm my small aunt that grandma remain calm after hearing the news... but..... haix...
i also dunno why... i start to dislike myself... is not hate... but just dislike.... damn it... argh!!!!!!!!!
today is 5th april.... tml will be my birthday le... time passes so fast... well... des is the first to greet me... recieve his letter on tues... he still rem my birthday... but somehow i really dun wish he rem tt... i really dunno how to reply him back... haix... arg!!!!!!!
