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Sunday, May 20, 2007

i thought that i could give up.... but i cant.....every night, he was on my mind till i fall asleep and every morning, i would wake up first thing was him on my mind... sometimes i really scare of waking up... the feeling i get when i wake up was fearful... i was so scare... thinking of him make me so scare... i dunno why... i thots we sort out everything le... but y my heart still hurt when i think of him... although is just pass few days that i never contact him...but why like its seems like yrs.. is really hell for me... i couldnt get him off my mind... wat am i suppose to do... i realli dun like the feeling of waking up.... the feeling of so lost..so lonely... so scarly....how i wish every morning i wake up... i could see his sms... heard his voice... but everyday i just wake up with disappointment... seeing the hp accessorie that he give me... make me more hurts... but i just dun wan to put it away... i wan it to be by my side... taking it out to look once in a while... i so scare it will just go missing... i dunno why the moment i think of times when im in taiwan... my heart hurts tt lot... it make me think of him... it make me recall that tt was the time that i get to know him... the time tt i fell for him...how i wish i could turn back time... but i nv regret being with him before at all... just wish everything will be better... just wish i could get to know him more in taiwan and so for... but nth matters now... i just need alot of time...


went out with kenneth ytd... had quite a while of talk with him... talk abt des... he will be back on aug... i really dunno wat to do when he is back... really dunno... den we talk abt calvi we talk abt jerry... well... everytime i say him that he dun have confidence... but this time round... i think im really the ones that really lost confidence in everything le bahs...i start dun trust anything in relationship... all those sweet talk sweet thing all seems so fake to me... so fake... will there really an angel that truly for me and only me?

where is my angel tt will guide me.... i feel so lost...
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