LOL... another day at work... this is already the beginning of the 2nd week of work here le... everything is still fun lorhs... well... i am damn free so im here blogging in my office in the early of the morning... HAHA... im just bored larhs...

yesterday is the sneak preview of spiderman3... I WANNA WATCH IT... but must wait till he is free den can go watch BORING LA!!! he is always sooo sooo busy... ><

-sigh- he will be leading tour on monday to hokkaido,Japan for abt 6 or 7 days... haix... boring la... tt LONG lo... but JAPAN lei... i wanna go also!!!! >< next time bahs... when i am free and when im loaded... now... im just still busy with my attachment(well although i got nth to do) and im BROKE!!!! hahas... cant even have enuff $$ to book airplane ticket... well... JIAYOU to me bahs... ^^ well... how am i gonna kill my time when he is there... there's one lesser ppl for me to disturb le... he cant call me when he's there also... too ex le larhs.. BORING!!!!! nvm i shall be understanding and endure... although TT NOT VERY LIKE ME!!! hahas... but wat to do... jus be it bahs... more to come de lei.. lalala...

actually was still pondering whether did i make the right choice.. do the right thing...since i decide on this choice to try... i shall settle other prob... its damn lot till i dunno wat to do... wat shall i make my life so complicated... simple and easy can le mahs... haix... watever la... just take a step and see lo.. smilex.. =)

well after blogging so much... im still so free... arggh... what there more to blog... *think think think* oh ya... jus heard frm daniel(supervisor) that our LO will be coming down tomorrow to visit us... haha FINALLY MAN!!! i haven hand in my pledge form yet lo... LOL... remind to do some tml!! hahas...

well well..yesterday is labour day... tt mean no work for me... hahas... was rotting at home the whole day... wake up abt 11+ to 12 like tt... good life right... lol... but poor him have to work... hahas...wat to do... he still call me yesterday and complain... but just talk a while den he need to hang up le... got work mahs... nvm larhs... ( really dun sound like me right) hahas...

well... i also dunno... he is not as passionate as the others to me... like stick to me always or wat de...maybe of his age bahs... we are 2 of diff thinking ppl... age gap do make a difference right? well... did tell him that how i feel actually... something was lacking actually... and really see that he did make the effort to change... not very big change la.. but he was right larhs... we need to try... and more impt thing is trust..

for me ... i definely need to change the bad habit of mine... i know where im not good in... who ask me for being an aries...im just a typical aries... who is bad-tempered, self-centered which make me seem so unreasonable... well or actually im... those who has been with me will know... but i am such a weird freak la... the way i treat my friend and bf is totally diff lorhs... hahas... sometime i will think is really a bliss to be my friend den bf... to friend... i wont show much temper and i wont be unreasonable... i will do thing jokingly with them bla bla bla... as for bf... maybe the expectation from me to them is higher bahs... i dunno how to express myself well in words... and i often make a mess out of it...well... guy just cant understand wat woman wans... and women just cant express themselve well to guy to let them know wat they want... watever hell larhs... everything is just so complicated lo... if everything is simple and easy isnt tt good... we dun need to worry so much.. cause everyhting is SIMPLE!! but... well... next life also wont have this stuff de larhs... just live with it bahs...

yawnnn.... boring larhs... im so damn hungry now... and it is only 10!!! how long more can i wait... my gastric and stomach are protesting le!!!!! FOOD!! FOOD!! I WANT FOOD!!! well im getting mad le... =.=''' i feel like sleeping also... so damn damnn damnn tired... yawnn!!! he sms me say he think of me... well.. that bright up my day!! smilex...