woah... today is sat.... no work!!! yeppie... 2 months and 9 more days to go before my attachment end... =) jiayou wor... work make me so tired everyday.. i can almost predict what i am gonna go everyday... first early wake up go work.. den lunch break den work... den off work... den reach home ard 8 den rest a while bathe.. eat... watch tv.. den doze off while watching tv... hahas... bascially this is wat my everyday life.. boring right... so no life... haix... wat to do... =)
today is 2nd of jun... hmmm calculate a bit... already know him for 6 mths 2 days le.. time passes so fast wor.. already half yr le...but thing doesnt seems to be the same.. didnt really contact him le... tt not what i wan... but what can i do... really feel very sad... he is really someone that i can talk to but now everything is diff... wanted to contact him... but everytime i wan to do so... i just give up... everytime see him on msn... wanna click on him... but in the end also never... i know is a pity to lose a friend like him... but maybe i still not worth to be his friend bahs... he say i change... but i really dunno... maybe i really did? hahas... watever la... i cant do anything anymore... i dun have such courage to do anything anymore... but really happy to know such person... ^^ hahas also dunno why suddenly ... just suddenly pop up my mind.... i miss him always... but no point saying all these or tell him... forget it la... he is happy tt way den okie... ^^... woah... just pack my room...so dusty lo... hahas...finally done.. and iam here slacking... =) lalalala...
oh ya... 31st May was Jerry bday... happy birthday zhu tou... well... although a bit late... but better den nothing right... i did wish him thru sms tt day... i still got heart de okie? ^^
alot of thing i still cant let go... but i shall live with it.. ^^ .. if i feel good... would u slow dance with me?
