hmmm.... it has been quite a while since in last posted bahs... have been busy with my attachment stuff, not really call busy la,, just that everyday have to wake up early in the morning like 645? den by around 8 like that den will reach home,really dun have much time left like that and ya... that my daily life routine... wake up, go work, wait to off work, off work, reach home, bathe, eat, slack, sleep den wake up again and this cycle has been going on for almost 4 months but one good thing is ... i gonna end this kind of routine life!!! attachment gonna end next week 11 aug... wooahhh... finally!! hope my sup will be kind hearted enough to give me a good grade please!! and ya... im desperately looking for a long term part time job, i got lots of debt to clear!! OMG poor me... hahas..*point to myself* who ask u buy so many things la... see see see... saveeeee!!! hahas.. i have been trying to control... hmmm welll.. trying trying.... =D

i really ought to be sinful to myself...

I LOOK OUTRAGEOUS WITH MY BULGING FAT TUMMY,FAT BODY, FAT APPEARANCE, I CANT EVEN BEAR TO SEE MYSELF FOR MORE THAN A SECOND AND I WONDER HOW OTHERS COULD!!! THAT'S SO HORRIFYING!!! HOW I WISH A VACUUM CLEANER COULD WORK ON ME ANS SUCK ALL MY FATS OUT!!!!

i have been eating and eating all these while during my attachemnt and imagine wat!! im a IT student, all i can do is to sit infront of the com and do thing... and im always eating... hooww??!!?? i can offically have a new nickname call" fatty boom boom" >.< that so sad u know... im gonna set my determination and shed of my body fats... there so much fats in me... my face?my arm?my stomach , my thigh... OMG... for godness sake... i really need gyming... YES!!! im gonna push myself... go go go!! at least once a week gym!!! i need to at least shed off 10kg of fats!!! yes!! 10KG!!!! ahhh!!! no more fattening food!! NO!!!! no more...i shant let my bro laugh at me on how i measure my weight everyday when u just eat and eat NO WAY!!!!

well... tt my goals... hahas... but we shall see how long i gonna take to shed off those horrifying fats, it wont takes forever i hope... hahas... opps... off work lee... yeepiee... byyeee