hmmm.... it has been quite a while since i last update le bahs... hmm... has been kind of busy all these while...with works all these thing...getting old le... so tiredd all these while... haix... getting tired of my job le... wanna quit le... school gonna start also le.. must rest le.... im tired really very tired...
-sigh- sometimes i really dunno what exactly i really wants.... there are certain thing that i cant let go... but yet there are some thing i dunno to hold on or to let go... everything is just getting real complicated...i also dunno the way i position myself is it the right way... i just cant let go.. i dunno why ... eveytime i decide to let go.. but the next min when i think of it... i give up the idea again... the cycle goes on and on...sometimes i really hate myself for acting this way.... is so unfair to the other party...
sorry... i really cant put down everything... i told u before... dun put too much hope on me bahs.... =D
why cant people just get whatever they wants... isnt tt better?
